Dating Game ds

No matter your dating record in real life, you can always get a date here. Even if you're too young to start dating, you can practice with these games, risk and pressure-free! Choose your ideal pair or partner and then dress-up, beautify your hair and nails before you head out with them. Console: Nintendo DS; Downloads: 5853; Updated On: Dec 06, 2018; The Dating Game Rom/Emulator file, which is available for free download on RomsEmulator.net. You can use emulator to play the Nintendo DS games on your Windows PC, Mac, Android and iPhone. Download and play the Sprung - The Dating Game (E) ROM using your favorite NDS emulator on your computer or phone. Download and play the Sprung - The Dating Game (E) ROM using your favorite NDS emulator on your computer or phone. ... See the full list of available Nintendo DS emulators for this game. Were you able to play this game? Submit ... This game tests your dating skills and your ability to get a date. Good game for men and women and can even teach you a few tricks I really enjoy this game quite funny lots to do and you are put into real life situations ... Nintendo DS Games; Sprung: The Dating Game; Dating simulation games started gaining popularity in Japan during the 90's. However, this was never the case in other parts of the world. Video game magazines that I read regularly would cover Japanese imports and niche titles, but dating sims were merely a curiosity and nothing more. Alternatively, Virtual Life games with dating that are actually good for the DS (no RPGs): The Sims 2 (no subtitles). Great game overall and like most The Sims games, includes interactions like dancing, kissing and stuff (it's an interaction mini-game). Avoid the DS versions of Pets and Sims 3 like the plague. See our member submitted walkthroughs and guides for Sprung: The Dating Game. Help for Sprung: The Dating Game on Nintendo DS. More help, hints and discussion forums for on Supercheats.

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2013.05.27 16:31 MissAimi A subreddit for the LovePlus franchise

This is a subreddit for the LovePlus dating simulator, for questions, help and chat. So far, this includes LovePlus and LovePlus + for the Nintendo DS, New LovePlus for the 3DS, the LovePlus apps for iProducts and the soon to be released software, a card collecting/trading game for both Android and IOS.
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2014.06.30 23:17 isolos Married Red Pill: Sexual strategy for men in marriage or long term relationships

The Red Pill (TRP) main subreddit is a discussion of sexual strategy in a culture increasingly lacking a positive identity for men. Married Red Pill (MRP) is a discussion for married men or men in long term relationships that want to adhere to red pill philosophy and methodology while remaining in that relationship. This is The Red Pill on hard mode.
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2020.09.24 20:26 SpeedBumpVDrop My current feelings of DD2...

NOTE: this is a lengthy post, so viewer discretion is advised.
As of now, there's only 3 months left before the release of Dangerous Driving 2!
...is what I WOULD'VE said if Three Fields didn't push the release date to Spring next year. So technically, there's 7-9 months left before release. And how do I feel about the game so far?
Well... can't say that I'm that excited, to be honest. Yeah, with all the stuff that they've talked about in the past like 6 months, I don't see what the real hype is with this game so far. I'm honestly quite disappointed with the lack of information we're getting. Don't get me wrong, though. There ARE a few things that I do find interesting. I do like how they've said that the open world area is 449 sq.kilometres, and it's massive, even bigger than Just Cause 2's open world. There's also the level of customization, where you can put an independent combination of colors on the vehicles you drive, such as the main coat, the stripes, and the wheels, you could also select your introduction music and theme song, which plays every time you take down someone. The grid roast, where you either cheer on or make fun of the other players and toss junk at their rides. And also the local splitscreen play that they showcased before. All this has been greatly expanded upon, which I do like and am looking forward to.
But with that being said... what else really is there besides the new Muscle Car Class, and possible DLC for Bikes locked off behind a paywall (joking, probably)?
Besides that, all that they already showed in the video was a very small part of the open world and the new Muscle Car they've created, but... that's really it. Even now, we're around 210-270 days away from release at the time of this document, and we don't even know what Vehicle Classes will be in the game yet. Correct me if I'm wrong, but I could've sworn that both Danger Zone 2 and Dangerous Driving have already revealed that like, well before this point when it comes to how many months away from launch.
So... what are they hiding?
It seems to me like they are drip-feeding content just enough every now and then to keep you interested in the game. But for me, it's just that... I'm sorry, I still do not see that much appeal to this game. Which is a shame too, because I WANT to like this game, and I want to give it a chance... but I also don't want to have a repeat of the first game and feel like I fricken wasted my money!
But yeah, I want to feel like I actually got value with this game. And buying all the different versions of the game doesn't count as value, Three Fields. No. Why would I spend the same amount of money for the game on a different console when I can just keep on playing the one console version I already have? You mentioned cross-platform way earlier this year, so get it to happen.
The whole Dangerous Days updates on their website about what's coming to the game are still very uncommon to see posted often, whether Three Fields intends it or not. Seems like they are giving us hints of information of their development at this time. And those posts were all by Alex Ward himself, too. But it's this game of what's will be in it and what won't. And I kinda wish we would get something more significant, like the details on the open area or if the Persistent Wrecks will still be in it so we can stop hoping and just get disappointed in the end, because that ain't what we want.
Yes, I understand that those guys can't literally give out everything all at once because they want to keep people interested. And it would completely spoil the entire game if they did. Yes, I get that. No shit. But with the little content that they have shown so far since PAX East up until now, it just seems like a big red flag to me. The most interesting things, whether I like 'em or not, that appeal most in this game in my eyes are the customization features, the new Muscle Car they have shown at PAX East, the "improved" crash designs to make wrecks look better overall, the massive open world area, local split-screen, online day 1, and the closed circuit tracks are going to be individual from the open world, which remedies some of the problems Burnout Paradise had. But other than that, there really isn't anything else!
There have been a few other features that have been revealed on their website, very barely, I still think that cell phone video shown by someone at PAX East could've been longer, they coulda just done something else during the game or have a half hour gameplay video in general, or something. I get that they were trying to showcase it as much as possible, but it was not long enough to satisfy our interests, that's for sure!
But hopefully, this doesn't turn out bad. I keep thinking that the new Dangerous Days updates will entail a few interesting game mechanics and features, I keep thinking that they are now going to showcase a trailer and gameplay video! But no, it's just one small thing explained in text format. That's what I fear most about this game; is the fact that they are working through a global pandemic and on a far bigger game, but yet, the amount of information that we keep on getting through their Dangerous Days blog posts on their website at this point is so little, it just seems like they're hiding the fact that there's not a whole lot to this game, and I don't want that to be the case.
In fact, I believe the game will be around like 13GB of memory, which may seem like a lot. It'll probably be beating Burnout Paradise Remastered and Danger Zone 2 by about double. Around 6GB, perhaps. But here's the thing: the maximum size the PS4 and Xbox One CDs can have is 50GB, while the max size the Switch cartridges have is 32GB. So it might end up being double of Burnout Paradise Remastered and Danger Zone 2, which... to be honest, ain't saying much. But on the other hand, they're not even using HALF the space that they could! There's plenty of other games on those three consoles that have utilized that space better, so that might be an issue as well. Size isn't everything though, it's also the presentation.
It's that I just wish they could focus more on actual improvements instead of working on new features and stuff we've been looking at for the past like 7 months. They've been mainly focusing on the open world area, which I get it. That's probably where most of the effort is going in the game, if I'm being honest. And that's why they keep talking about it. "There's a Coastal Area", "There's some crackling roads in there", "You can hang out with your friends in Freedrive", "It's the biggest area you can explore in the entire game" and stuff like that.
Well, what about the rest of it? Is there a reason why you guys aren't giving us anything significant like a trailer or gameplay video? I mean, I think the only reason why there was a closed circuit track in another video of that game with people driving the Coupes (at least that I've seen) was that it was accidentally revealed at PAX East or something! There has to be more with this game, there really has to be! So far, I'm not really looking forward to it as much as I wanted to. Sure as hell not pre-ordering this game, no! Absolutely not!
One of the many important rules of video games in this generation is to never EVER pre-order anything unless you're 100% sure! Don't just look at the graphics and go, "This game looks awesome, I'm buying it!" Then you might end up screwing yourself over with that. You might want to know what the gameplay looks and feels like, as well as see what the game has to offer as a whole. Because at this point in time, it seems like, "Eh, just another generic Three Fields Entertainment game, but now it has a Switch release." Not to mention that it's also the second Burnout game to be on a Nintendo handheld console!
...and yes, I know Burnout Legends exists on the Nintendo DS, some people gave me BS about that before, it doesn't count, it's a spin-off!
But other than that, I'm... not really feeling it. I say this with not a lot of enthusiasm: hopefully the next Dangerous Days update on their website will be much more interesting and exciting.
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2020.09.24 03:38 arlen1997 A server for playing word games in like the ones you find in most message boards.

https://discord.gg/k4kQwDS
A server for playing word games in like the ones you find in Internet forums. There's role rewards for reaching certain levels. We also have the following bots: Groovy (for your listening pleasure), Dank Memer (steal, bankrob and NSFW commands are disabled), PokeMeow and Mudae. A birthday role and announcement if you register your birth date (month and day) with the bot. Also a place to play Skribblio and Cards Against Humanity with others in. Both games are hosted on separate sites.
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2020.09.24 03:10 IconiCrocodile 28 [M4F] Anywhere Looking for friendship and hopefully love and maybe one day to chill

Hey so im recently back in the Dating world trying to figure this stuff out i tried the FB dating thingie and many of the other apps ill get a "match" and then either be unmatched or not have an answer when i say anything so a friend told me about this and I figured I would give it a shot.
A Little about me
I'm dorky/Needy I LOVE Starwars I love playing my MMO/RPGs (latly been i to FF and DS series) i also play WoW and SWTOR and FF14(awesome game)
I love cooking meals not deserts I suck at baking
I'm getting ready to attend college so yay.... that'll be fun
I am recently retired.. yeah I know 28 and retired.... youll have to get to know me to find out. ;D
I want to relocate just dont know where
There's probably more but I cant remember so feel free to ask.
I do my best but even tho I've looked over this most likley i typed alot and messed up words..... thats basicly daily life with me...
So if you want to try or see if we click please feel free to message me i actually tent to reply quickly so well see how this goes. Anyway have a lovely day and yeah. Message me!! :D
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2020.09.24 03:02 IconiCrocodile 28 [M4F] Anywhere Looking for friendship and quite possibly Love

Hey so im recently back in the Dating world trying to figure this stuff out i tried the FB dating thingie and many of the other apps ill get a "match" and then either be unmatched or not have an answer when i say anything so a friend told me about this and I figured I would give it a shot.
A Little about me
I'm dorky/Needy I LOVE Starwars I love playing my MMO/RPGs (latly been i to FF and DS series) i also play WoW and SWTOR and FF14(awesome game)
I love cooking meals not deserts I suck at baking
I'm getting ready to attend college so yay.... that'll be fun
I am recently retired.. yeah I know 28 and retired.... youll have to get to know me to find out. ;D
I want to relocate just dont know where
There's probably more but I cant remember so feel free to ask.
I do my best but even tho I've looked over this most likley i typed alot and messed up words..... thats basicly daily life with me...
So if you want to try or see if we click please feel free to message me i actually tent to reply quickly so well see how this goes. Anyway have a lovely day and yeah. Message me!! :D
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2020.09.23 15:43 Darkchurchhill I am 24 years old make $90,000, live in Boston, Massachusetts and work as a full stacks developer

*mental health, drugs, body image and food discussed\*
Background: Hi, I am 24 years old and make $90,000, live in the Boston area (Cambridge/Somerville). I work as a full stacks developer and have a BS in computer science. Currently, I live with two housemates in a cute townhome apartment in a nice walkable neighborhood with lots of parks, restaurants, and amenities. I originally moved here from LA on a whim late last September despite not knowing anyone or having a place to call home. I was living with my parents after university and working in a job environment I hated. I was really depressed and overspent on clothes, beauty products, and going out like crazy to cope. Moving to Boston allowed me to feel in control of my life, and as of today, it’s been officially a year, which is crazy. I decided to put one up today to celebrate. I’ve always wanted to do a money diary, but was ashamed to do so when I felt like a mess.
Section One: Assets and Debt
Section Two: Income
Section Three: Expenses
Wednesday 16th
7:00am: The sun wakes me. I was hoping to sleep in more since I redownloaded tinder last night and stayed up till like 3am swiping and contemplating if this was the wrong decision for my mental and physical health. One of my matches messaged me to come over. I haven’t gotten laid since before the pandemic lockdown started. The sexual frustration has been real. I entertain the thought, but don’t reply back.
11:30am: On a zoom meeting with my boss, she asks us if we would like to start coming back twice a week to meet in person in October. I feel unsure about this, as I am still sketched out by public transit, but everything is still up in the air.
12:30pm: I eat leftover fried rice for lunch I made. I say fried rice but it mostly consists of vegetables. I still feel hungry afterwards, but I guess if I was going to be dating again I should lose some more weight so I can feel hot on my virtual zoom calls or wherever people do nowadays.
4:00pm: The work day is over early today. I hit up the guy on tinder who wanted to hook up. We make arrangements for him to slide through later this evening. He offers to come over to my place instead because he had something to do in Cambridge first anyways, and offers to bring drinks. We exchanged instagrams. I’m a little sussed out because he looks like the type who is really into themselves (like really into archival fashion RickOwens/Celine/YSL and has tons of edgy selfies). Whatever it’s just sex. I tell him it’s fine and that I have both wine and weed, and he sends me a little devil emoji.
5:00pm: I take the time to clean my room and make myself look presentable before planting myself onto the couch. I actually have no idea when he’s going to come, but I don’t want to message him again because if he doesn’t come through I want the satisfaction of him thinking I couldn’t care less. It’s toxic, I know, but in my lifetime I’ve been treated so badly by people I’ve given my heart to that sometimes I feel like my pride is the only thing I have left. Anyways, I wait by listening to female dating empowerment podcasts, hoping that some of the hosts’ confidence would rub off onto me.
7:00pm: I open a bottle of wine in anticipation and pour myself a glass.
10:00pm: No word from him, I guess I got stood up. Wow, only one day in and I’m already getting the full tinder experience. No surprises here though. I'm an adult. I can handle disappointment. I’m just really drunk now and alone.
11:00pm: Moody vinyls are now being played. I’m on the phone with friends, and three-fourths of my bottle of wine is gone. I check instagram only to see that the little weasel has unfollowed me so naturally I unfollowed him. I open tinder to unmatch him, but as I am doing so, his profile disappears. The prick beat me to it, and the petty side of me is annoyed. I think I’m just going to pass out. Honestly, I don’t hate this. The side of me who hates courting people has now overtaken my sex drive (the way it should be), and all forces are back to equilibrium. I’m only upset at how good of a job I did making myself look hot when there is no one here to appreciate it. The wine puts a spell on me, and I fall asleep to the muffled voice of my housemate calling his long distance girlfriend from the floor above me.
Total spent-$0
Thursday 17th
5:00am: I wake up and feel lots of shame. I swipe a bit, but there is no one I’m attracted to. It shouldn’t be this hard to get laid. I delete tinder from my phone. Ooof I’m glad my moment of weakness was short lived this time. I’m sorry y’all has to lay witness this to this dumpster fire.
7:00am: I check my emails. Three days ago, I applied for a new credit card with Chase and my application still hasn’t been approved. Weird, I have a good credit score and last year when I applied for my american express it took like a day. I am planning on spending $500 on a new synth (I am currently lusting over the Megafm by twisted electronics), and this card has a $200 cash back for the first $500 spent in the first 3 months. I google how long this process will take. Some say it takes about a week. I can wait. Guess you guys won’t be around to share my joy of blowing all my monies on synths.
11:30am: It’s avocado toast time. I need the carbs to combat the grogginess the wine left me feeling. It doesn’t taste great because I’m pretty sure my avocados are overripe, but oh well.
12:00pm: I check my credit card statement. My mom has made a $170 grocery store order with my credit card. I get 6% cash back on groceries and she wants to help me with getting cash back. The last time I saw her she gave me a few hundred dollars in cash to cover this. I don’t mind because I needed cash to buy merch at shows and stuff, and my bank doesn’t have any branches or atms in the Boston area. It’s kind of inconvenient now because everywhere has gone cashless, but I’m sure it’ll come into use when life resumes again or if I buy something off FB marketplace. $170
5:30pm: I make more fried rice and eat dinner. I make enough for lunch tomorrow as well.
8:23pm: I watch the The Real Story of Paris Hilton, her new documentary on youtube. The main opening song is Jesus and Mary Chain's Just like Honey. I remember how much I love this song and how much I would like to actually own it. I hop onto discog and search for a copy of the LP Psychocandy and buy it. I use leftover paypal credit in my account from when I sold some clothes on depop to cover the cost. $25.19.
10:00pm: Wow, the documentary was actually pretty sad. I always felt bad for Paris because of her leaked sex tapes when she was just a teen (and how the media painted her as the villain/slut for it), but was shocked to learn how she and countless other girls was drugged and abused by their boarding schools.
2:00am: I finish catching up on work and go to bed.
Total spent-$195.19
Friday
10:00am: Shoot I overslept. I log into work asap. I missed my daily 9:00am morning stand up, but my boss is usually pretty relaxed about these things. I still feel bad about it.
12:00pm: Eat fried rice for lunch. My friend messages me if I wanted to go record shopping with him. To be honest, I’ve been avoiding unnecessary in person retail shopping and don’t want to spend anymore money on records this month, but I also know he takes rejection super personally. He's insecure and always in his head that everyone actually dislikes him. It’s probably a little true because he does act like a brat sometimes, but I think it's due to severe depression. I tell him I’ll be down and justify the outing due to the record shop being near an asian grocer I like. I need groceries anyways and haven’t been to this store since pre pandemic.
4:30pm: I log out of work. Finally, the weekend.
5:00pm I take an edible and get ready to leave my home.
6:20pm I take the T to Central and pay with my pre loaded transit card. Back in March, I loaded $20 onto it and now I’m down to $4.80. I guess I have to reload it soon again. My friend informs me he’ll be late. I’m starting to feel high so I walk around and look at all the restaurants doing outdoor dining. My favorite place in Central is only doing takeout.
7:00pm: My friend arrives. We go to the record shop. I’m really high at this point. The tight aisles of the record shop makes me nervous.
7:30pm: My friend makes some big purchases, but I leave empty handed. We head over to the Hmart across the street. It’s nice to buy asian groceries. I stock up on veggies, enoki mushrooms, frozen gyoza, tofu, and even let myself get a few snacks. $68
8:00pm: One of my friends just messages me that Ruth Bader Ginsburg just passed. Truly devastating to hear. What a crazy election year.
8:30pm: I’m home and have the munchies. I snack on some of the things I bought, but it doesn’t fill my cravings.
9:45pm: I decide that I am ordering Mickey Ds. I call my housemate downstairs and ask him if he wants anything. He laughs and says no, causing me to doubt my order. However, he encourages me to order anyways, as he wants to mooch off some of my fries. I order fries and a mcChicken, and he sticks around downstairs like a seagull. $11
10:15pm: My food arrives. I know I will regret this tomorrow.
Total spent-$79
Saturday
8:00am: I regret ordering food last night. One of my friends once said to me “There is nothing you can eat that can make you feel as good as being skinny”. I’m not sure if I can agree with him, but it’s definitely true when it comes to fast food. My stomach hurts so bad. I distract myself by watching youtube in bed.
11:00am: I finally get up and call my mom. She informs me that one of my dad’s colleges passed from Covid-19 at age 40. That is so sad. It reminds me that getting laid can wait till next year. Rip my non existing sex life-- too soon for death jokes?
1:00pm: I work out in my living room (out of guilt for last night). I’ve been doing so well eating wise for the last few weeks and actually lost some of my quarantine weight. My only vice is that I love getting high, but I have no control when it comes to having the munchies.
2:00pm: The weather is starting to change, and it’s actually getting cold. It’s so strange. As a Calfornian, this time of year is usually the hottest. I pulled out a jacket I haven’t worn in a while. I find five dollars, a purple glittery gel pen, and an almost brand new pack of cigs in the pockets. What a score. I’m a seasonal social smoker, by that I mean that I only smoke when it gets cold and usually to meet new people in smoking pits at shows so I haven't touched a cig in months. To celebrate my finds and the changing of the seasons, I smoke one and it suppresses my post workout hunger.
4:00pm: I’m just watching tiktok on the couch, while snacking a little. I feel so guilty for being unproductive, but not enough to motivate myself to do something.
5:00pm: I move my ac unit from my room to the basement. Won’t be needing that for the rest of the year.
7:00pm: I make gyoza and hang out with my housemate playing video games (the newish Catherine reboot).
Total spent-$0
Sunday
4:45am: I fell asleep on the couch last night. I drag myself to the bathroom to take out contacts and brush my teeth. I close my window, climb into my bed, and go back asleep. It’s so cold.
11:40am: I wake up and check my messages. My other housemate is finally coming home after staying with his new girlfriend at her place for the last two months. He asks us what we want from Blue Ribbon, a bbq place we always get takeout from together. The house votes on one and a half chicken, a pint of burnt ends, slab of ribs, a quart of brisket, and a side of coleslaw. We split the cost three ways. $34
2:05pm: My housemate still hasn’t come home with food, but I’m hella hungry. Apparently he ordered from the wrong location and now has to go to another to pick up the food.
2:30pm: We eat bbq and then cake. My housemate accidentally missed my other housemate’s birthday, while he was gone living with his girlfriend so he brought makeup dessert.
3:30pm: We play video games (Smash ultimate) together for a few hours.
6:00pm: Everyone retires to their room except me. I sit on the couch and waste time on tictok. It sucks to be the only person in the house without a partner to call. I like being independent and openly acknowledge that I’m emotionally unavailable, but these last few months have made me question what I really need.
8:00pm: I go back to my room to get some work done.
12:30am: I feel lonely. I fall asleep to a documentary about Candy Darling.
Total spent-$34
Monday
8:00am: Wake up. Check my emails. I ordered a skirt from a seller on Thrilling (vintage clothing site) 3 weeks ago and it still hasn’t been sent out. I’m unhappy about this. I messaged Thrilling last week and the customer service rep reached out to the seller, and the seller said they will have it out by Saturday, but USPS tracking begs to differ. The item is still in pre shipment.
10:00am: I snack on blueberries as I work.
4:30pm: I log out of work. I eat BBQ leftovers for dinner and half a cookie. I open my 3rd la croix of the day. I’m down to only having two 12 packs. Will probably have to restock next week. I have a la croix addiction and go through 3-4 a day.
5:00pm: My housemate’s girlfriend swings by with a package from an online purchase he made (the one that just came back yesterday). He goes out to the driveway to meet her and tries to convince her to come in. She refuses because she’s self conscious of her quarantine weight. Big sad for me. I have yet to meet her and I was kind of looking forward to it. I haven’t interacted with another woman irl for a really really long time, and I really miss all my girlfriends in California. My housemate tells me that she said she’ll be willing to meet us once she loses weight first. I take that as I’ll never meet her.
5:30pm: I play video games with housemates to get in my daily socialization fix.
7:00pm: I practice playing banjo.
9:30pm: I do some more work before bed. Today was a standard boring day.
Total spent- $0
Tuesday
8:30am: I’m pleased that day’s are getting shorter and the sun is no longer waking me up at 5am everyday. I sleep next to multiple windows and the glare of the sun loves to hit directly where my pillows and head lie. While dressing I put on a bodysuit that I love, but I haven’t worn since college and a pair of Tripp raver pants. I can’t believe that up until I moved to Boston, I used to dress like this. There is so much side boob. Boston has made me so much more conservative in the way I dress, and I cover up. I put on a tight cardigan and am impressed with myself. Earlier this spring, this cardigan did not look good on me. Seems like my diet is working even though I did fudge up this weekend.
12:00pm: I eat leftovers for lunch and read today’s money dairy. The writer is similar to my age, which peaks my interest (also the mention of bumble in the title). I feel lonely. I need to stop thinking about dating apps. I can’t wait until it is safe to pick up men and women under dark lighting and liquid courage again.
4:30pm: I log out of work, and begin editing my money diary entries. It’s pretty therapeutic and feels like I’m talking to a group of new friends. There are a lot of grammar and spelling mistakes. I’m dyslexic so please bear with me.
5:00pm: I stir fry leftover rice, some leftover bbq meat, egg, broccoli, baby bok choy, and edamame. Dinner is ready. One of my housemates comes downstairs and also makes dinner and eats.
5:30pm: We play smash bros for a bit. I’m surprised our other housemate doesn’t come downstairs to join us. It’s been so long since he’s lived with us I forgot he always randomly falls asleep at weird times.
6:30pm: We retire to our rooms. I practice playing the banjo for a bit, while I chat with a friend through text.
9:15pm: Just doing some more work.
12:00am: Can't sleep so I exercise.
TOTAL FOR THE WEEK - $308.19
Food + Drink $113
Fun / Entertainment $25.19
Other $170
Lastly, reflect on your diary! Spending wise, this is a pretty typical week for me post pandemic. Most days I don’t spend money, but once or twice a month I would drop quite a bit of money (usually $500-600) on hobby related things, like the synth I mentioned in this diary. My spending has dramatically increased during the quarantine because I need to find ways to entertain and stimulate myself. Pre-pandemic most of my discretionary spending was spent on day trips and going to shows, which is pretty cheap and added up to no more than $400 a month. I was hardly ever home and when I was it was to wind down so I invested way less into my hobbies. I also spent less on food. Since spending more time with my housemates, the idea of takeout has become more normalized for me (I used to eat out once or twice a month, now I get take out at least once a week).
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2020.09.23 13:54 lbabinz [PSN] Big in Japan Sale

Big in Japan Sale Landing Page
Item Price MSRP % Off History*
428 Shibuya Scramble $13.39 $66.99 80% off Matches low
Ace Combat 7 Skies Unknown $26.39 $79.99 67% off Matches low
Adk Damashii $9.99 $19.99 50% off Lowest price $4.99 on 2020-4-24
Aegis Of Earth Protonovus Assault $16.04 $39.99 59% off Lowest price $11.99 on 2019-1-18
Ai The Somnium Files $39.99 $79.99 50% off Matches low
Akibas Beat $11.99 $39.99 70% off Lowest price $9.99 on 2020-7-22
Akibas Trip Undead Undressed $11.99 $29.99 60% off Lowest price $8.99 on 2019-10-31
Alvastia Chronicles $9.99 $19.99 50% off Matches low
Alvastia Chronicles $9.99 $19.99 50% off Matches low
Anniversary Collection Arcade Classics $10.79 $26.99 60% off Lowest price $6.74 on 2020-7-1
Arc Of Alchemist $10.69 $53.49 80% off Matches low
Arcade Spirits $18.89 $26.99 30% off New Lowest
Art Of Fighting Anthology $9.99 $19.99 50% off Lowest price $5.99 on 2020-2-16
Asdivine Menace $11.99 $19.99 40% off Lowest price $7.99 on 2020-3-4
Asdivine Menace $11.99 $19.99 40% off New Lowest
Ash Of Gods Redemption $11.99 $39.99 70% off New Lowest
Atelier Ryza Digital Deluxe Edition $67.19 $95.99 30% off Lowest price $58.55 on 2020-7-22
Atelier Ryza Ever Darkness The Secret Hideout $55.99 $79.99 30% off Lowest price $48.79 on 2020-7-22
Attack On Titan 2 $39.99 $79.99 50% off New Lowest
Attack On Titan 2 Deluxe Edition $66.74 $133.49 50% off New Lowest
Attack On Titan 2 Final Battle $55.99 $79.99 30% off New Lowest
Bayonetta $25.11 $33.49 25% off Matches low
Black Clover Quartet Knights $12.79 $79.99 84% off New Lowest
Black Clover Quartet Knights Deluxe Edition $15.99 $99.99 84% off New Lowest
Blazblue Central Fiction $23.99 $79.99 70% off Matches low
Blazblue Chronophantasma Extend $20.09 $49.99 59% off Lowest price $16.74 on 2020-7-22
Castlevania Anniversary Collection $10.79 $26.99 60% off Lowest price $6.74 on 2020-7-1
Castlevania Requiem Symphony Of The Night And Rondo Of Blood $10.79 $26.99 60% off Lowest price $6.74 on 2020-7-1
Cat Quest Ii $11.99 $19.99 40% off Matches low
Catherine Full Body Digital Deluxe Edition $48.99 $99.99 51% off New Lowest
Chaoschild $11.74 $79.99 85% off New Lowest
Chocobos Mystery Dungeon Every Buddy $26.74 $53.49 50% off Matches low
Code Realize Bouquet Of Rainbows $20.09 $66.99 70% off Matches low
Code Vein Deluxe Edition $43.99 $109.99 60% off New Lowest
Coderealize Wintertide Miracles $26.79 $66.99 60% off Matches low
Conception Plus Maidens Of The Twelve Stars $31.99 $79.99 60% off New Lowest
Contra Anniversary Collection $10.79 $26.99 60% off Lowest price $6.74 on 2020-7-1
Contra Rogue Corps $12.99 $51.99 75% off Matches low
Crystar $39.99 $79.99 50% off Lowest price $31.99 on 2020-4-24
Danganronpa 12 Reload $26.74 $53.49 50% off Matches low
Dark Rose Valkyrie $6.74 $81.49 91% off Matches low
Date A Live Rio Reincarnation $26.74 $66.99 60% off Lowest price $21.39 on 2020-8-19
Death End Request $21.39 $79.99 73% off Matches low
Death Mark $26.79 $66.99 60% off Matches low
Destiny Connect Ticktock Travelers $26.74 $53.49 50% off New Lowest
Devil May Cry Hd Collection And 4se Bundle $29.49 $58.99 50% off Matches low
Digimon Story Cyber Sleuth Hackers Memory $19.99 $79.99 75% off Matches low
Digimon World Next Order $19.99 $79.99 75% off Lowest price $11.99 on 2020-4-24
Disaster Report 4 Summer Memories $55.99 $79.99 30% off Matches low
Disgaea 1 Complete $26.79 $66.99 60% off Matches low
Disgaea 4 Complete $40.19 $66.99 40% off Matches low
Disgaea 5 Complete Bundle $26.74 $53.49 50% off Lowest price $24.07 on 2020-4-1
Dissidia Final Fantasy Nt $19.99 $79.99 75% off Matches low
Dissidia Final Fantasy Nt Digital Deluxe Edition $29.99 $59.99 50% off Matches low
Dragon Ball Fighterz Ultimate Edition $22.39 $139.99 84% off Matches low
Dragon Ball Z Kakarot $39.99 $79.99 50% off New Lowest
Dragon Ball Z Kakarot Ultimate Edition $63.24 $126.49 50% off New Lowest
Dragon Star Varnir $20.09 $79.99 74% off Matches low
Dragons Crown Pro $10.49 $64.99 83% off Matches low
Dusk Diver $28.19 $53.49 47% off Lowest price $26.74 on 2020-2-19
Dynasty Warriors 8 Empires $46.89 $49.99 6% off Lowest price $29.99 on 2019-1-7
Dynasty Warriors 8 Xtreme Legends Complete Edition $20.24 $26.99 25% off New Lowest
Dynasty Warriors 9 Complete Edition $63.34 $113.49 44% off New Lowest
Dynasty Warriors 9 Special Scenario Edition $37.44 $65.49 42% off New Lowest
Dynasty Warriors 9 Special Weapon Edition $33.59 $59.99 44% off New Lowest
Earth Defense Force 41 The Shadow Of New Despair $12.49 $24.99 50% off Matches low
Earth Defense Force 5 $39.99 $79.99 50% off Lowest price $31.99 on 2020-2-21
Earth Defense Force 5 Deluxe Edition $59.99 $119.99 50% off Lowest price $47.99 on 2020-2-21
Earth Defense Force Iron Rain Ultimate Edition $41.99 $119.99 65% off Matches low
Earth Defense Force41 Wingdiver The Shooter $9.44 $26.99 65% off Lowest price $6.74 on 2020-2-21
Earth Defense Forceiron Rain $27.99 $79.99 65% off Matches low
Exist Archive $23.99 $79.99 70% off Lowest price $15.99 on 2019-6-25
Fairy Fencer F Advent Dark Force $10.79 $39.99 73% off Lowest price $5.39 on 2020-4-24
Fatal Fury Battle Archives Vol2 $4.99 $19.99 75% off New Lowest
Fault Milestone One $11.99 $19.99 40% off New Lowest
Fighting Ex Layer Standard Version $13.37 $53.49 75% off Matches low
Final Fantasy The Zodiac Age $32.49 $64.99 50% off Matches low
Final Fantasy Ix Digital Edition $13.99 $27.99 50% off Matches low
Final Fantasy Type0 Hd $13.49 $26.99 50% off Matches low
Final Fantasy Vii $10.74 $21.49 50% off Matches low
Final Fantasy Viii Remastered $13.49 $26.99 50% off Matches low
Final Fantasy Xv Multiplayer Comrades $6.74 $13.49 50% off Matches low
Final Fantasy Xv Pocket Edition Hd $19.99 $39.99 50% off Matches low
Final Fantasy Xv Royal Edition $23.49 $46.99 50% off Matches low
Final Fantasy Xx2 Hd Remaster $16.74 $33.49 50% off Matches low
Fire Pro Wrestling World $20.09 $66.99 70% off Matches low
Fire Pro Wrestling World Deluxe Edition $35.99 $119.99 70% off Matches low
Fist Of The North Star Lost Paradise $13.49 $79.99 83% off New Lowest
Fuun Super Combo $9.99 $19.99 50% off Lowest price $4.99 on 2020-4-24
Gabbuchi $5.49 $10.99 50% off Matches low
Galgun 2 $14.99 $59.99 75% off Matches low
Galgun 2 Complete Edition $55.99 $79.99 30% off New Lowest
Galgun Double Peace $7.99 $39.99 80% off Matches low
Galgun Double Peace Complete Edition $32.09 $53.49 40% off New Lowest
Garou Mark Of The Wolves $9.99 $19.99 50% off Lowest price $5.99 on 2020-7-1
God Eater 3 $26.39 $79.99 67% off Matches low
God Wars Future Past $13.99 $39.99 65% off Lowest price $11.99 on 2020-2-21
Grand Kingdom $13.99 $39.99 65% off Lowest price $5.99 on 2020-2-21
Gravity Rush 2 $11.09 $29.99 63% off New Lowest
Gravity Rush Remastered $10.88 $32.99 67% off Lowest price $8.24 on 2019-12-2
Guilty Gear Xrd Rev 2 $16.04 $53.49 70% off Matches low
Guilty Gear Xrd Revelator $13.49 $26.99 50% off Lowest price $8.09 on 2019-2-15
Gundam Versus $19.99 $79.99 75% off Matches low
I Am Setsuna $26.74 $53.49 50% off Matches low
Illusion Of Lphalcia $9.99 $19.99 50% off Matches low
Illusion Of Lphalcia $11.99 $19.99 40% off Lowest price $6.59 on 2020-4-24
Impact Winter $6.74 $26.99 75% off Matches low
Jojos Bizarre Adventure Eyes Of Heaven Bundle $11.99 $59.99 80% off Lowest price $8.99 on 2020-4-24
Judgment $32.09 $79.99 59% off Lowest price $31.99 on 2020-7-22
Jump Force Deluxe Edition $29.99 $119.99 75% off New Lowest
Katana Kami A Way Of The Samurai Story $23.99 $39.99 40% off New Lowest
Kingdom Hearts $23.99 $79.99 70% off Matches low
Kingdom Hearts Hd 1525 Remix $25.99 $64.99 60% off Matches low
Kingdom Hearts Allinone Package $40.04 $133.49 70% off Matches low
Kingdom Hearts Hd 28 Final Chapter Prologue $26.39 $79.99 67% off Matches low
Kotodama The 7 Mysteries Of Fujisawa $15.99 $39.99 60% off Lowest price $3.99 on 2020-7-22
Labyrinth Of Refrain Coven Of Dusk $33.49 $66.99 50% off Lowest price $26.79 on 2020-8-19
Lamulana $13.19 $19.99 34% off Matches low
Lamulana 2 $25.11 $33.49 25% off Lowest price $23.44 on 2020-8-19
Langrisser I And Ii $46.89 $66.99 30% off New Lowest
Left Alive Day One Edition $19.99 $79.99 75% off New Lowest
Letter $8.09 $39.99 79% off Matches low
Letter Root Letterlast Answer $11.99 $39.99 70% off Matches low
Little Dragons Caf $23.99 $79.99 70% off Matches low
Lost Sphear $27.99 $69.99 60% off Matches low
Marvel Vs Capcom Infinite Deluxe Edition $22.49 $74.99 70% off Matches low
Mega Man 11 $19.99 $39.99 50% off Matches low
Mega Man Zerozx Legacy Collection $29.99 $39.99 25% off Matches low
Megadimension Neptunia Viir $15.99 $79.99 80% off Lowest price $12.79 on 2020-4-24
Metal Max Xeno $21.39 $53.49 60% off Lowest price $16.03 on 2020-5-27
Metal Slug 3 $9.99 $19.99 50% off Lowest price $4.99 on 2020-4-24
Metal Slug Anthology $13.49 $26.99 50% off Lowest price $8.09 on 2020-7-1
Metal Slug Xx $13.49 $26.99 50% off Lowest price $10.79 on 2020-4-24
Monochrome Order $11.99 $19.99 40% off Lowest price $6.59 on 2020-4-24
Monster Of The Deep Final Fantasy Xv $19.99 $39.99 50% off Matches low
Monster Viator $13.99 $19.99 30% off New Lowest
My Hero Ones Justice $26.39 $79.99 67% off Lowest price $19.99 on 2020-2-21
My Hero Ones Justice 2 $47.99 $79.99 40% off Matches low
Namco Museum Archives Vol 2 $20.24 $26.99 25% off New Lowest
Naruto Shippuden Ultimate Ninja Storm 4 $12.79 $79.99 84% off Matches low
Naruto Shippuden Ultimate Ninja Storm 4 Road To Boruto $20.09 $66.99 70% off Lowest price $16.74 on 2020-4-1
Naruto Shippuden Ultimate Ninja Storm Legacy $28.04 $93.49 70% off Lowest price $23.37 on 2020-7-1
Naruto To Boruto Shinobi Striker Deluxe Edition $18.71 $116.99 84% off Lowest price $17.54 on 2020-7-22
Necropolis $9.99 $39.99 75% off Matches low
Ni No Kuni Ii Revenant Kingdom Deluxe Edition $26.62 $106.49 75% off Matches low
Ni No Kuni Wrath Of The White Witch Remastered $19.49 $64.99 70% off Matches low
Nier Automata Game Of The Yorha Edition $26.74 $53.49 50% off Matches low
Nioh 2 $39.99 $79.99 50% off New Lowest
Nioh 2 Digital Deluxe Edition $61.99 $99.99 38% off New Lowest
Nippon Marathon $7.99 $19.99 60% off Matches low
Odin Sphere Leifthrasir $31.99 $59.99 46% off Lowest price $23.99 on 2019-9-10
Omega Quintet $10.79 $39.99 73% off Lowest price $2.69 on 2020-4-24
One Piece Burning Blood $12.79 $79.99 84% off New Lowest
One Piece Burning Blood Gold Edition $17.99 $112.49 84% off Lowest price $16.87 on 2020-4-24
One Piece Pirate Warriors 3 $11.19 $69.99 84% off Matches low
One Piece Pirate Warriors 4 $47.99 $79.99 40% off Matches low
One Piece Unlimited World Red Deluxe Edition $13.37 $53.49 75% off Matches low
One Piece World Seeker Deluxe Edition $35.99 $119.99 70% off New Lowest
One Punch Man A Hero Nobody Knows Deluxe Edition $53.24 $106.49 50% off New Lowest
Onechanbara Z2 Chaos $11.99 $39.99 70% off Matches low
Oninaki $33.49 $66.99 50% off Matches low
Our World Is Ended $23.44 $79.99 70% off New Lowest
Pacman Championship Edition 2 $6.99 $17.49 60% off Lowest price $5.24 on 2020-2-7
Persona 3 Dancing In Moonlight $15.99 $79.99 80% off New Lowest
Persona 5 Dancing In Starlight $10.39 $79.99 87% off New Lowest
Persona Dancing Endless Night Collection $29.99 $64.99 53% off Lowest price $25.99 on 2020-4-24
Persona5 Royal $51.99 $79.99 35% off Matches low
Project Lux $20.09 $33.49 40% off Matches low
Psychopass Mandatory Happiness $7.99 $39.99 80% off Matches low
Punchline $13.37 $66.99 80% off Lowest price $12.83 on 2020-7-22
Rabiribi $15.99 $39.99 60% off Matches low
Raging Loop $23.99 $39.99 40% off New Lowest
Resident Evil $6.74 $26.99 75% off Matches low
Resident Evil 0 $6.74 $26.99 75% off Matches low
Resident Evil 2 Deluxe Edition $44.99 $89.99 50% off Lowest price $29.69 on 2020-2-7
Resident Evil 3 $39.99 $79.99 50% off Matches low
Resident Evil 4 $9.99 $24.99 60% off Matches low
Resident Evil 6 $9.99 $24.99 60% off Matches low
Resident Evil 7 Biohazard Gold Edition $26.74 $66.99 60% off Matches low
Resident Evil Revelations $10.79 $26.99 60% off Lowest price $6.74 on 2019-9-10
Resident Evil5 $9.99 $24.99 60% off Matches low
Romancing Saga 2 $16.74 $33.49 50% off Matches low
Saga Scarlet Grace Ambitions $29.99 $39.99 25% off Lowest price $26.79 on 2020-7-22
Sakura Wars $47.99 $79.99 40% off New Lowest
Sakura Wars Digital Deluxe Edition $74.54 $99.99 25% off Lowest price $69.21 on 2020-8-5
Samurai Shodown Neogeo Collection $37.44 $53.49 30% off New Lowest
Samurai Shodown V Special $9.99 $19.99 50% off Lowest price $5.99 on 2020-2-16
Samurai Shodown Vi $4.99 $19.99 75% off Matches low
School Girl Zombie Hunter $16.04 $53.49 70% off Lowest price $10.69 on 2019-6-25
Seek Hearts $13.99 $19.99 30% off New Lowest
Senran Kagura Burst Renewal $21.39 $53.49 60% off Matches low
Senran Kagura Burst Renewal Tailormade Edition $26.79 $66.99 60% off Matches low
Senran Kagura Estival Versus $19.99 $53.49 62% off Matches low
Senran Kagura Peach Beach Splash $19.99 $53.49 62% off Lowest price $15.99 on 2020-2-21
Senran Kagura Peach Beach Splash Sexy Soaker Limited Edition $26.74 $53.49 50% off Lowest price $21.39 on 2020-2-21
Sephirothic Stories $9.99 $19.99 50% off Matches low
Shining Resonance Refrain $15.99 $64.99 75% off Matches low
Snk Heroines Tag Team Frenzy $40.19 $66.99 40% off Matches low
Song Of Memories $21.39 $79.99 73% off Lowest price $19.99 on 2020-2-21
Soulcalibur $19.99 $79.99 75% off Matches low
Spirit Hunter Ng $33.49 $66.99 50% off Matches low
Star Ocean Integrity And Faithlessness $15.99 $39.99 60% off Matches low
Star Ocean First Departure R $18.75 $27.99 33% off Matches low
Star Ocean The Last Hope 4k And Full Hd Remaster $13.99 $27.99 50% off Matches low
Star Ocean Till The End Of Time $13.99 $27.99 50% off Matches low
Steinsgate 0 $14.09 $53.49 73% off Matches low
Steinsgate Elite $31.99 $79.99 60% off Matches low
Steinsgate My Darlings Embrace $19.99 $39.99 50% off New Lowest
Street Fighter 30th Anniversary Collection $19.99 $51.99 61% off Lowest price $19.23 on 2020-7-8
Street Fighter V Champion Edition $29.99 $39.99 25% off Matches low
Strider $3.99 $19.99 80% off Matches low
Super Neptunia Rpg $26.74 $66.99 60% off Lowest price $18.72 on 2020-4-24
Sword Art Online Hollow Realization Deluxe Edition $16.49 $109.99 85% off New Lowest
Sword Art Online Re Hollow Fragment $6.74 $26.99 75% off Lowest price $5.39 on 2020-4-24
Taiko No Tatsujin Drum Session $13.39 $66.99 80% off New Lowest
Tales Of Berseria $13.49 $79.99 83% off Lowest price $8.09 on 2020-6-10
Tekken7 $13.39 $66.99 80% off Matches low
The Alliance Alive Hd Remastered $40.19 $66.99 40% off New Lowest
The Caligula Effect Overdose $26.79 $66.99 60% off Matches low
The Division 2 Warlords Of New York Edition $26.39 $79.99 67% off New Lowest
The Elder Scrolls Online $10.79 $26.99 60% off Matches low
The Elder Scrolls Online Greymoor $39.99 $79.99 50% off New Lowest
The Elder Scrolls Online Greymoor Collectors Edition $54.99 $109.99 50% off New Lowest
The King Of Fighters 2000 $3.37 $13.49 75% off New Lowest
The King Of Fighters 97 Global Match $5.99 $19.99 70% off Lowest price $4.99 on 2020-4-24
The King Of Fighters 98 Ultimate Match $9.99 $19.99 50% off Lowest price $4.99 on 2020-4-24
The King Of Fighters Collection The Orochi Saga $4.99 $19.99 75% off New Lowest
The King Of Fighters Xiv $21.39 $53.49 60% off Matches low
The King Of Fighters Xiv Special Anniversary Edition $31.99 $79.99 60% off Lowest price $18.39 on 2020-8-19
The Last Blade 2 $4.99 $19.99 75% off Matches low
The Last Remnant Remastered $13.49 $26.99 50% off Matches low
The Legend Of Heroes Trails Of Cold Steel $26.74 $53.49 50% off New Lowest
The Legend Of Heroes Trails Of Cold Steel Ii $32.09 $53.49 40% off New Lowest
The Legend Of Heroes Trails Of Cold Steel Iii $55.99 $79.99 30% off New Lowest
The Lost Child $26.79 $66.99 60% off Lowest price $13.39 on 2020-2-21
The Quiet Man $4.99 $19.99 75% off New Lowest
The Seven Deadly Sinsknights Of Britannia $26.39 $79.99 67% off Lowest price $19.99 on 2019-7-23
The Witch And The Hundred Knight 2 $26.79 $66.99 60% off Lowest price $20.09 on 2020-9-2
The Witch And The Hundred Knight Revival Edition $15.99 $39.99 60% off Matches low
The Witch And The Hundred Knight Wicked Bundle $37.39 $93.49 60% off Matches low
The Yakuza Remastered Collection $39.99 $79.99 50% off New Lowest
Tokyo Chronos $40.19 $66.99 40% off Matches low
Tokyo Ghoulre Call To Exist $31.99 $79.99 60% off New Lowest
Tokyo Twilight Ghost Hunters Daybreak Special Gigs $20.09 $66.99 70% off Matches low
Tokyo Xanadu Ex $15.99 $79.99 80% off Matches low
Tom Clancys The Division 2 $13.19 $79.99 83% off Lowest price $3.99 on 2020-2-11
Trails Of Cold Steel Iii Digital Deluxe Edition $66.02 $106.49 38% off New Lowest
Ultra Despair Girls $19.99 $39.99 50% off Lowest price $13.19 on 2020-8-19
Umbrella Corps $6.74 $26.99 75% off Matches low
Umbrella Corps Deluxe Edition $8.37 $33.49 75% off Matches low
Under Night Inbirth Exelateclr $37.44 $53.49 30% off Matches low
Under Night Inbirth Exelatest $46.89 $66.99 30% off Lowest price $20.09 on 2019-9-10
Untitled Goose Game $20.24 $26.99 25% off Matches low
Utawarerumono Prelude To The Fallen $55.99 $79.99 30% off New Lowest
Utawarerumono Zan $39.99 $79.99 50% off Matches low
Valkyria Chronicles $10.79 $26.99 60% off Matches low
Valkyria Chronicles 4 $15.99 $79.99 80% off Matches low
Valkyria Chronicles 4 Complete Edition $25.19 $62.99 60% off Matches low
Valkyria Chronicles Remastered Valkyria Chronicles 4 Bundle $27.49 $54.99 50% off Lowest price $21.99 on 2020-7-1
Valkyria Revolution $19.99 $39.99 50% off Lowest price $11.99 on 2020-4-24
Valthirian Arc Hero School Story $5.99 $19.99 70% off Matches low
Vanquish $20.09 $33.49 40% off Matches low
Void Trrlm Void Terrarium $25.11 $33.49 25% off New Lowest
Warborn $23.44 $33.49 30% off New Lowest
White Day Ultimate Horror Edition $32.09 $53.49 40% off New Lowest
White Day A Labyrinth Named School $7.99 $39.99 80% off Matches low
Windjammers $7.99 $19.99 60% off Matches low
Wizards Of Brandel $13.99 $19.99 30% off New Lowest
Wizards Of Brandel $13.99 $19.99 30% off Lowest price $12.99 on 2020-4-24
World Of Final Fantasy $16.74 $33.49 50% off Matches low
Yakuza 0 $7.99 $19.99 60% off Matches low
Yakuza 3 Remastered $16.74 $33.49 50% off New Lowest
Yakuza 4 Remastered $16.74 $33.49 50% off New Lowest
Yakuza 5 Remastered $20.09 $33.49 40% off Matches low
Yakuza 6 The Song Of Life $11.99 $79.99 85% off New Lowest
Yakuza Kiwami 2 $13.49 $64.99 79% off New Lowest
Ys Origin $10.79 $26.99 60% off Matches low
Ys Viii Lacrimosa Of Dana $32.79 $79.99 59% off New Lowest
Yuno A Girl Who Chants Love At The Bound Of This World $33.49 $66.99 50% off Matches low
Zanki Zero Last Beginning $15.99 $79.99 80% off New Lowest
Zero Escape The Nonary Games $20.09 $66.99 70% off Lowest price $13.39 on 2019-6-25
Zero Escape Zero Time Dilemma $16.04 $53.49 70% off Lowest price $10.69 on 2019-6-25
*History is a beta feature, only goes back as far as I've been tracking this item, and may not be 100% accurate
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2020.09.23 11:22 Wizamp September Update of Slaying the White Whale

I'll do a write-up later for this month but after 8+ years, I finally beat The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess. The oldest game in my backlog, my ever present white stag, Moby Dick, the one that lingered but never slain. Until today. Can finally move on to other Wii games, and a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Not the longest or toughest, but the most important one in my eyes, the holy grail. Everything from now to the end of the year is just a victory lap in comparison.
January
Shadowrun Returns (2013, PC, TBS/RPG)- 18.5 hours Heroes of Annihilated Empires (2006, PC, RTS/RPG)- 23 hours Persona Q (2014, 3DS, RPG)- 112 hours (September 2019-January 2020) 
February
Pokemon Picross (2015, 3DS, Puzzle), breaks in between - 81.3 hours (May 2016-February 2020) 
March
Outlaws + DLC (1997, PC, Wild West FPS) - 15 hours (January - March) Stronghold HD (Military + Economy Campaigns) (2001, PC, RTS) - 25 hours (January - March) Hocus Pocus (1994, PC, Side-Scrolling Platformer) - 6.5 hours (A week of magic in March) Phoenix Wright Ace Attorney (2001, 2014 Trilogy Remake, 3DS, Courtroom Visual Novel) - 36 hours (1/28/20-3/28/20) 
April
Heretic Kingdoms: The Inquisition (2004, PC, Diablo-like Isometric ARPG) - 28 hours, (March 21-April 3) Fire Emblem: Awakening (2012, 3DS, tactical RPG) - 45 hours, (2017, 2020) Ultimate Doom (1993, PC, FPS) - 10 hours, (March-April 2020) Shantae & The Pirate's Curse (2014, 3DS, Side-Scroller) - 9 hours 
May
Tales of Maj'Eyal (2012, PC, Roguelike RPG) - 20 hours as Ogre/Writhing One Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days (2009, DS, Action RPG) - 31 hours 
June
Jade Empire: Special Edition (2007, PC, RPG) - 25 hours, Monk Zeng, Open Palm 
July
Rome: Total War (2004, PC, RTS) - About 51 hours, House Brutii, Long Campaign Imperator Monster Prom (2018, PC, Hilarious Dating Sim) - 40 minutes, got a date and replaying it Sigma Theory (2019, PC, Turn-Based Espionage Cold War Sim) - 4.7 hours, story mode, ending achieved. 
August
 Don't Feed the Monkeys (2018, PC, Multi-Cam Voyeurism Simulator) - 5 hours Yuppie Psycho (2019, PC, Horror Business Adventure) - 15 Hours, multiple endings achieved (Shorter than 15 hours) Sam & Max Hit the Road (1993, PC, Point-And-Click Graphic Adventure) - 6 hours, 40 minutes Advent Rising (2005, PC, 3rd Person Shooter with Psychic Powers) - 8.5 hours 
September
 Renowned Explorers: International Society (2015, PC, Strategy Adventure) - 6 hours Shin Megami Tensei IV (2013, 3DS, RPG) - 82 hours (Chaos + Other ending) The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess (2006, Wii, Action-Adventure) 40 hours (16.2 hearts, oldest in my backlog) 
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2020.09.23 04:43 Relinquishedpain Looking for active players willing to deal with LS Geo for the rewards. Casual Semi-Competitive.

175 million gp with 2 spots open. We only ask that people stay active and at least pull their own weight on their own terms. We are not going to designate battles, just follow the guidelines for territories and we're happy! Beyond that, you farm what you want to farm, play how you want to play.
We are hitting about 16-18 stars in DS geo right now, and have started farming Wat. We have started running LS geo for the rewards, and get around 8 stars right now.
Kragglesnarfs in game. https://swgoh.gg/g/17321/kragglesnarfs/
https://discord.gg/AnrksKq is our chat server. We ask that you join discord at least to keep up to date on any strategies and suggestions for TW we discuss, but you don't need to be active in chat. (Though it would be nice!) Feel free to join discord and chat, see if you like the place to join up whenever you are ready!
HSTR and HAAT start at 8pm CST US, set to 2am GMT.
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2020.09.23 04:43 Relinquishedpain Looking for active players willing to deal with LS Geo for the rewards. Casual Semi-Competitive.

175 million gp with 2 spots open. We only ask that people stay active and at least pull their own weight on their own terms. We are not going to designate battles, just follow the guidelines for territories and we're happy! Beyond that, you farm what you want to farm, play how you want to play.
We are hitting about 16-18 stars in DS geo right now, and have started farming Wat. We have started running LS geo for the rewards, and get around 8 stars right now.
Kragglesnarfs in game. https://swgoh.gg/g/17321/kragglesnarfs/
https://discord.gg/AnrksKq is our chat server. We ask that you join discord at least to keep up to date on any strategies and suggestions for TW we discuss, but you don't need to be active in chat. (Though it would be nice!) Feel free to join discord and chat, see if you like the place to join up whenever you are ready!
HSTR and HAAT start at 8pm CST US, set to 2am GMT.
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2020.09.23 02:09 NameIsNotUsed Entitled Girlfriend/Parents try to force me into a toxic relationship

I don’t know if this is Entitled Parents, or Entitled People, but either way, I need to get this off my chest, and at least get some feedback on this.
I am gonna say this right away: My Parents were Bible-thumping hypocrites. They were completely the definition of it during the early and later years of my life. They would not allow any forms of magic, Pokemon, PG-13 (unless Christian related), or any parties growing up. I was not allowed to have friends over or even allowed to talk to women of any kind growing up, and when I did, my older brother was “more suited” to take them as his own. At one time, my family had a family friend with a beautiful county girl daughter whom I fell hard for. I told my parents and my mom simply rolled her eyes, and told me: “Sweetheart, she wouldn’t even notice you.” Even though me and her with friends and we had clear chemistry, but no, my mom encouraged, no, kinda PUSHED my older brother to be with her. They started dating the DAY I told my parents that I liked her.
Fuck that.
I since then have hidden how I feel about women I thought I liked and discarded the ideas since my older brother would attempt and successfully take them from me before I even had a shot. Thanks to my mom, my older brother thought he was the hottest man alive, while me, having a slim build but look like the dork (glasses, dork smile and green eyes), was just “a teddy bear that girls grow up from” as he put it was how he viewed things. My parents have always wanted to PICK my girlfriend and demanded this three month cycle: Three months Dating, three months engaged, then married. Funny, since they were dating for a year and engaged for a year. Also my family had STRICT rules for dating:
1-The age rule went from 16, to 18, to moved out and has a stable job.
2-Must be Courting: A SIBLING OR PARENT must be at all dates
3- No “passionate hugging” (if you know whom I referencing, you’re cool in my book)
4- No Friends of the opposite gender
Those rules were GRILLED into me, and my older brother broke many of these as did my sister below me, but those are for another day. I constantly had to follow the rules and I wasn’t able to date, ever.
Until I was a year into the US Army.
I serve in the US Army, as a Military Policeman at this time, and have for a year. I was depressed as I didn’t have many friends thanks to me not fitting in as much, (wonder why: maybe from the ZERO social Skills that I got from being Homeschooled and not allowed to go out and get friends outside of homeschool groups or work), and I was constantly getting told that I was better off dead by some of the joes and leadership (that is not a joke, and I had reported them many times, some actually faced legal UCMJ action). My head was in a funk, so that’s when my parents thought instead of THEM being supportive and being there for me, they got me HER.
Her, referring to a woman one year older than me, who we will call Alice. Alice, had a “bad relationship prior to me”, with a four year old child. She was not attractive to me, and I had no interest in a romantic relationship at the time. I just wanted to feel supported, not in a romance way. Not only that, my parents told me straight up: “She and you will date!” And my siblings (all 11 at the time, yes, 11.. I have 11 siblings) agreed and said “she is so cute and has a baby~ so cute!” So I reluctantly agreed to this relationship even though she lived far away from me so it had to be over the phone.
The red flags:
Alice was telling her daughter to call me Dad, after one week of us talking. One. Fucking. Week. I didn’t say I love her, or even liked her. No. I was “Dad” to this innocent girl who, of course, was adorable. I didn’t like Alice, but the little girl who I’ll call June, stole my heart. June was cute, shy, and her words for me were always “Daddy~!!” in the sweetest voice ever. And let me say, June had my heart (well, then again, when you have a small girl looking at you like you are her world, it hurts to say you’re not and warms your soul), but Alice didn’t. Alice knew I fell for June, and decided that whenever me and her had an argument, JUNE was her weapon of choice. One time, me and her were arguing about me going to the field to train and I had to leave my phone. Alice DEMANDED I take my phone so “June can see her DADDDYYY...” my heart raged with anger and I hung up. Then, Alice called my parents, and sure enough, I got a phone call from my mom (EP). I answered immediately.
Me: hello mama~
EP: Hi OP, how’re you doing?
Me: I am doing fine... worn out from packing to go to the field. (I had to told her that I’m leaving a week prior)
EP: Oh.. are you bringing your phone?
Me: Sadly I can’t. I have to focus on training.
EP: oh... you made Alice cry btw.
Me, now pissed that Alice went and told my mom all this.: sigh I don’t care at the moment... she tried to use June as a weapon to have me break the rules.
EP: Well.. you could just BRING it without them knowing... sneak it in so she can see you.
Me: MOM! I can’t just do that! (I was already in deep water for texting my mom during a range to tell her, conveniently, that I was NOT talking to Alice while I was going to the field)
EP: Oh.. I was just trying to make things good for you two. I love you.
Me: I love you too....
After she hung up, I turned off my phone. I didn’t need any more of that. I went to the field and had a genuine crap time thanks to my squad making me do the most tasks of Weapons and Fire Guard. And when the missions came, they left ME to do guarding and not go fire my weapon or get any real training. Once back home, I turned on my phone to see 1,000+ messages from both Alice and my Mom, fifteen missed calls, and my favorite: Two HANDWRITTEN letters about how I was “a jerk for leaving June without a goodbye” from Alice. I was pissed and called it all off that night. I was done. I told Alice to leave me alone and I broke up with her, and I also told my parents to not talk to me for a bit. I was pissed. They KNEW I had some big training going on and decided to not only not support me, but to try and make me in trouble, but also MAKE me feel Guilty when I get home. I kept off my Facebook and the like to avoid social media. I read my Bible and my Study guides during this time with my outlet of Dead by Daylight. A week passes, and I finally unmute my Messanger (my way of talking to Alice, as she didn’t have a landline number or as she told me)
Holy. Captain. America.
She sent me, three paragraphs of text per six hours. Videos of June CRYING for her “Dad”, called me several times, and even recorded herself crying. She begged for me to take her back. I said no. My mom, apparently, without telling me, told HER I was in LOVE with her and just didn’t know it yet, so she was all hyped on it. Also... it was three months into our relationship.
My parents made me spend my savings, on a ring. They threatened to disown me if I didn’t do it. They kept telling me “You don’t have to get engaged to her, but if you do you will have ZERO problems in life, and the army will be so much easier. And you will be able to have June as a daughter fully~” yes, my mom said that. My dad (D), was not as pushy so he doesn’t get the entitled treatment. He was trying to stop my mom from overdoing it, but also was supporting her more so. He just knew where to draw lines. He told me that I am breaking her heart by not making a choice. I didn’t want to make a choice. I didn’t love her. At all. Unlike Alice, who told me that she loves me so much she will be willing to take my virginity. (Side note: She never did, thankfully) I drew the line there, but my parents then started to make me feel like shit, how I was “abusing June, lying to her that I was her dad when I didn’t even marry Alice” or “you are just after the fun, and making us cry.” Even though me and her never even met in person.
So, I did. I got engaged to her. About a week in, a female soldier from my company came to me crying. She was pregnant and her baby daddy was lying about her and trying to punish her for not getting an abortion, as she was so pro-life. I stood up for her one time so she considered me a friend. She told me one day she needed to talk to someone off line about the things and she trusted me. So, I agreed to meet her after work. I knew she was in a bad spot with her baby daddy and his friends bullying her. So I told my mom and Alice I was going to be out with a friend who is in a rough spot. I made the mistake and said “She has been going thru a rough spot so we are going out out to talk.” And Alice yelled at me that I was cheating on her. She grabbed a knife and on the phone, I heard her scream. She yelled in pain. She then sent me photos: She CUT herself. Had fresh cuts down her arm and scars. She threatened to do more. I did the only thing I could do. Told her to stop and called her mom. She (her mom) told me there was NOTHING she could do about her daughter. The Fuck?! She complained on and on about how ITS MY JOB as her fiancé, and I should always bend to her needs over mine. I explain that a soldier needs a person to talk to, and she wouldn’t take it. I just ended up leaving to be there for my friend, and my friend thanked me, and asked me how my life was.... I just told her that everything is fine. The following day, things got worst. My ex-fiancé posted “CHEATER” on my Facebook and called my friend a “Whore Slut Manstealer” over her page. We both got attacked by everyone and it took the both of to explain all me and her did was talk and have a meal, no romantic evaluation to it. She and I were just pissed and our friendship ended. I broke up with my fiancé on it, and told her not to speak to me again. She then told my parents that she was going to KILL herself from the “mental trauma I gave her by being so rude and selfish”. My EP called me and DEMANDED I get back with her. I promptly told her no. A few weeks pass, I have no sleep. Not from breaking up with Alice, not from my EP trying to get me back with her... but from the fact I was receiving phone call, by phone call, by text, email... HOURLY. Sometimes in minute fractions. I yelled at Alice to leave me alone and she then showed her arms she cut open and the new scars and said it was getting worst because she still loved me. I reluctantly agreed to stay in contact but she took it as “me and her are engaged again” and slid back on her ring and called my mom promptly and my EP called me and said “Glad you came to your senses, and did the RIGHT thing.”
The Truth comes out cold.
I remember this day like no other. My Beat Friend, we will call Nick, called me up. I was up, playing my favorite game of Fossil Fighters Champions on my DS and answered.
Me: Hey Nick~
N: Dude. Break up with her.
Me, confused but sighs: Nick.. I want to so badly but my folks-
I get cut off by Nick: She Sent NUDES to my roommate.
Me, not shocked but still stunned, as I drop my DS:... what?
Nick then proceeds to tell me all he learned from his roommate. His roommate was basically talking to Alice since they met via her talking to Nick one day to ask about me. Alice apparently took his number and talked to him, every day. She asked him questions about him and that day, he asked her if she thought he was cute. Alice said yes then proceeded to send a NUDE of herself to him and asked him, “Am I hot?” The roommate then proceeded to have phone sex with her, aware that me and her we’re together at this point and time. They did this for long since me and Alice were together, even making plans to meet. My heart, no longer feeling anything, thanked Nick and talked to Alice to get the truth. She denied it all and told me I’m not thinking right, even getting my mom involved but then I got the transcripts from Nick and sent them to my EP and her. Alice cried and begged for me to forgive her, my EP even told me this was “just a mistake.. and could be forgiven.” Then told me that I should GET BACK with her. I denied her, and have never talked to Alice since. Another note, my older brother laughed when he found out and told me she was sending HIM nudes as well and wanted to meet at a family function to fool around with him, which he then showed me his transcripts of messages with her, and was VERY proud of it. I hated him ever since but still love him today. As for Alice, well... She tried to guilt trip me and I didn’t have any of it. I blocked her on all my socials as did my family (still unsure on my older brother), and my EP tried to coax me a few times but even my Dad was fed up with her crap. He told HER to back off and let me pick, as I learned he only agreed to this because he saw I was broken from being alone in Hawaii all by myself and my mom told him, “It’s the best thing for him.”
It’s been two years, and now I’m with a beautiful girlfriend whom I chose to be with. I love her and she has not turned her back on me as she knows about the stuff I have been thru. My EP has apologized and me and her are on good terms, though she is not touching my relationship with my current girlfriend, whom I have a ring for and plan to get engaged to over the holidays. Thanks again for reading, and “Alice” if you’re reading this, I forgive you, but I will never forget. To you readers, I am sorry if I seem all over the place, I just hate re-experiencing this. I just need to get it off of my chest, and get some good feedback on what I should have done.
TLDR: I was forced into a relationship over a phone by my Mom, was cheated on by the woman I was forced to be with, and EP tried to get me with her again.
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2020.09.23 01:47 arlen1997 A server for playing word games in like the ones you find in most message boards.

https://discord.gg/k4kQwDS
A server for playing word games in like the ones you find in Internet forums. There's role rewards for reaching certain levels. We also have the following bots: Groovy (for your listening pleasure), Dank Memer (steal, bankrob and NSFW commands are disabled), PokeMeow and Mudae. A birthday role and announcement if you register your birth date (month and day) with the bot. Also a place to play Skribblio and Cards Against Humanity with others in. Both games are hosted on separate sites.
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2020.09.23 01:45 hamipe26 [USA] [H] PS3 Slim 150gb, PS3 Slim 320gb CFW, Xbox One S 1tb, Nintendo Wii, Gameboy Advance SP AGS-101, Mario Maker 2 Switch [W] Paypal

Hi im selling some gaming consoles and some games, pricing is as follows:
Console Accessories Price
PS3 Slim 150gb 1 controller, 1 power cable, 1 USB, 1 HDMI https://imgur.com/a/i611I2D $70 + 10 shipping
PS3 Slim 320gb 1 controller, 1 power cable, 1 USB, 1 HDMI https://imgur.com/a/i611I2D $80 + 10 shipping
Xbox One S 1tb physical version 2 controllers, 2 free games, 1 power cable, 1 USB, 1 HDMI https://imgur.com/a/fZvQdDs $165 + 10 shipping
Nintendo Wii (from a previous listing but was not sold, updated timestamp with today's date but some old pictures also shown, you can check the old listing here Mario Kart Wii, 1 steering wheel, 1 video cable, 1 power brick, 2 nunchaku/wii remote, 1 IR sensor, 1 carrying bag https://imgur.com/a/LH9ifLz $90 + 10 shipping
Gameboy Advance SP AGS- 101 1 charger https://imgur.com/a/9SM2QVq http://imgur.com/a/XVr8MCq $90 + 10 shipping SOLD SOLD SOLD SOLD
SOLD Mario Maker 2 Switch - $35 + 5 shipping SOLD https://imgur.com/a/K07iPX2
If you have any question about the items you can always ask, you're invited to check the timestamps to see current physical condition of items. Thanks.
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2020.09.23 01:42 arlen1997 A server for playing word games like the ones you find in most message boards.

https://discord.gg/k4kQwDS
A server for playing word games in like the ones you find in Internet forums. There's role rewards for reaching certain levels. We also have the following bots: Groovy (for your listening pleasure), Dank Memer (steal, bankrob and NSFW commands are disabled), PokeMeow and Mudae. A birthday role and announcement if you register your birth date (month and day) with the bot. Also a place to play Skribblio and Cards Against Humanity with others in. Both games are hosted on separate sites.
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2020.09.22 22:25 lhrwf Sent this 8 page long journal entry to the only lady at my uni health center who'd listen to me, maybe if you guys want you can take a read and see if any of this is relatable. Changed some names for privacy I guess

September 22, 2020
14:11

I think this is my fourth or fifth time creating a new journal format. I think typing on text documents will be the best way to do this FOR REAL, since I'll be able to keep all my files dated in one centralized location and go back in the document to add things while making entries.

Although this is going to be a series of entries in my personal journal, I think it will help if I send these entries to some of the doctors in my life - I just really need to tell somebody what I'm feeling, because I don't think I can keep this to myself anymore. I've already spoken to my psychiatrist and therapist about this, but I feel like they're not taking me seriously because (I believe) mental health professionals don't take kindly to self-diagnosis. I'm not saying that I'm diagnosing myself with a mental illness or disorder or anything - I just think that a depersonalization-derealization disorder (DDPD/DPDR) diagnosis is the best explanation for how I'm feeling. I'm not sure if what I've just said is contradictory to my insistence that I'm not diagnosing myself. All I know is, something feels incredibly wrong ALL the time, and it is beginning to affect me to a point of interfering with my daily life.

Okay, I guess what I am going to do now will seem like I'm trying to diagnose myself with DDPD/DPDR. I HATE feeling like I'm faking things. I feel like an imposter in my life ALL the time, so I really hate this. Before I got diagnosed (I think I was diagnosed? I don't really know what exactly is written in my health history) with major depressive disorder (MDD) and generalized anxiety disorder (GAD), I always told myself that the way I feel was just how everyone felt all the time. I hate feeling like there's something wrong with me, and that it separates me from "normal" people. It makes me feel like I'm trying really hard to be a special snowflake, when I'm not. I don't want to be special. I don't want to be mentally ill. I just want to be able to live my life without worrying about my brain, or whether or not I have control over my thoughts or not. My psychiatrist (Dr. Alice) told me to look into ADHD testing too - ADHD was something that I had read about before, and I have family history with, but never really applied to myself. I feel like the brain problems just keep piling up, and I have no control over it. I feel like I'm going to become one of those people who tell others that I have something wrong with myself, just to garner attention. I HATE feeling like I'm begging for attention. I just want to find out what is wrong with me, if there is anything wrong with me, or if this is normal and I'm supposed to live like this for the rest of my life!

Sorry, I just rambled a little bit. This happens a lot. Okay, so now I guess I'm going to contradict my insistence on being anti-self-diagnosis and try to fit myself into the DDPD/DPDR description. I'm going to copy and paste things straight from the Mayo Clinic webpage (https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/depersonalization-derealization-disordesymptoms-causes/syc-20352911), and annotate as I go.

"Depersonalization-derealization disorder occurs when you persistently or repeatedly have the feeling that you're observing yourself from outside your body or you have a sense that things around you aren't real, or both."
I feel like this for a good part of my day, everyday. I'm always thinking that I don't have any control over what is happening in my life, and that I'm just watching a movie play out in first person. It's like a POV video game about one girl's really boring and depressing life. This makes me feel like it really doesn't matter if I commit suicide, since the movie will just be over. It feels like people in my life are just characters for me to interact with. I can't wrap my head around the notion that other people have lives too, and experience things too. The idea that other people have their own perspective, and that I'm a part of their lives just as they're a part of mine, feels incredibly strange. It makes more sense to me that other people would just be characters, and that I'm just a character. Even as I'm writing out this document, I feel like I'm not the one writing my own thoughts down. This is just an account from somebody living this role. This isn't just a SOMETIMES feeling. I feel like this EVERYDAY. I think I have been feeling this way for as long as I have been capable of forming my own thoughts; to elaborate, I wasn't capable of complex thought (nor do I have any memory from) when I was an infant, toddler, or very small child. The earliest time I can recall feeling so lost was elementary or middle school. I feel like people don't really understand me when I tell them that I have been feeling depersonalized for as long as I can remember, or they think I'm exaggerating. I'M NOT. I don't feel like a person. I feel like a video game character, or an actor in a movie. I don't even think I have a personality. I think I just force myself to act normal, like everyone else, or they will call me insane. I hate looking in the mirror and looking down at my own hands, because it forces me to remember that I'm stuck in this meat bag body.

"Many people have a passing experience of depersonalization or derealization at some point. But when these feelings keep occurring or never completely go away and interfere with your ability to function, it's considered depersonalization-derealization disorder. This disorder is more common in people who've had traumatic experiences."
Yes, these feelings keep occuring AND recently have been so intense that I can't keep up with my academic work. I used to be able to ignore them, but the feelings keep getting worse and worse. I'll talk more about my traumatic experiences later, if you can call them that. I don't think the things I've experienced in my life are severe or shocking enough to be considered trauma, but I think I've gone through some stuff which I previously thought was normal and it turned out that they weren't normal.

"Persistent and recurrent episodes of depersonalization or derealization or both cause distress and problems functioning at work or school or in other important areas of your life. During these episodes, you are aware that your sense of detachment is only a feeling and not reality. The experience and feelings of the disorder can be difficult to describe. Worry about 'going crazy' can cause you to become preoccupied with checking that you exist and determining what's actually real. Symptoms usually begin in the mid- to late teens or early adulthood. Depersonalization-derealization disorder is rare in children and older adults."
Yup, sounds about right. Literally everything I said in the past paragraph fits this description. Also, Dr. Anna has told me (what I already know) about depersonalization being a symptom of depression. She also told me to lay off the weed, since it can exacerbate depersonalization. This is why I feel like she isn't really listening to me. I have felt depersonalization WAY BEFORE I knew what depression or weed was. I feel depersonalization regardless of how shitty or good I'm feeling. I can be having a perfectly fine day and still be thinking things like "I'm feeling good today, but why? Why do I feel good today. Today is a day where I have been programmed to feel good. Why?"

"Symptoms of depersonalization include:
Feelings that you're an outside observer of your thoughts, feelings, your body or parts of your body — for example, as if you were floating in air above yourself
Feeling like a robot or that you're not in control of your speech or movements
The sense that your body, legs or arms appear distorted, enlarged or shrunken, or that your head is wrapped in cotton
Emotional or physical numbness of your senses or responses to the world around you
A sense that your memories lack emotion, and that they may or may not be your own memories"
I feel like an outside observer. I feel like a robot A LOT OF THE TIME. That's a really good way that Mayo Clinic put it. I don't experience the third symptom, other than MAYBE the times I look at my arms, hands, or legs and feel very detached from them, like they aren't my extremities for me to control. Emotional and physical numbness occurs particularly often, especially when I'm too depressed to do anything but lay in bed. I relate to the last symptom a lot. Recently, my sent me a bunch of pictures of myself from earlier in my life. I'm talking, photographic evidence of me getting the highest grade point average in middle school, to pictures of me in uniform in high school. None of the things in those pictures look like things that I have done. I can't even remember what I was like in middle school. I don't know who I used to be, or if I ever WAS that person. On a tangential point, sometimes I get really fucking weirded out about my parents being... my parents. I think things like, is that really my mom? Is that really my dad? I can't believe these people are my parents. This isn't because they were like, abusive or whatever. I think this about my brother too. It just feels weird that I have a supposedly close familial relationship with these people who very well might be strangers to me.


"Symptoms of derealization include:
Feelings of being alienated from or unfamiliar with your surroundings — for example, like you're living in a movie or a dream
Feeling emotionally disconnected from people you care about, as if you were separated by a glass wall
Surroundings that appear distorted, blurry, colorless, two-dimensional or artificial, or a heightened awareness and clarity of your surroundings
Distortions in perception of time, such as recent events feeling like distant past
Distortions of distance and the size and shape of objects".
Oh, I guess the first two things here go more along the lines of what I said near the end of the last paragraph. The only additional thing I can relate to here is the distortions in perception of time. Recent events do feel like the distant past to me. I can feel very detached from things that happened yesterday or the day before. I don't think I've experienced intense heightened awareness and clarity of my surroundings - I mean, I have, but it isn't common for me. I don't experience distortion of distance and the size and shape of objects, but sometimes I can get lost in my head while thinking about shapes. One time, I was in bed and I couldn't move for some period of time (it could have been anywhere between ten minutes or two hours, I can't tell) because I kept thinking about tesseracts. A tesseract is a 4-D cube, search it up if you don't know what it is. Specifically, look for "tesseract gif". Imagine that, but changing in rainbow hues. I was thinking about that. Again, though, this isn't really common for me. I also don't know if the tesseract visualization I was experiencing is even an example of derealization.

"See a doctor if you have feelings of depersonalization or derealization that:
Are disturbing you or are emotionally disruptive
Don't go away or keep coming back
Interfere with work, relationships or daily activities".
I have spoken about my experiences with my therapist Karen and Dr. Alice. I don't think either of them took it seriously, which is why I'm writing this long-ass fucking essay. Read my points from earlier about why this is a big deal for me to harp on about - I HATE making myself seem "special", but this is a part of my life that is beginning to get really debilitating.

"Symptoms of depersonalization-derealization disorder may be related to childhood trauma or other experiences or events that cause severe emotional stress or trauma."
Okay, so now, I'm going to begin listing things that have happened to me in the past which I think might be relevant to why I am the way I am today. I'm not saying these are traumatic events, or they're special events, I just think they affected me in a signficant manner. Also, there is probably more to unpack - these are just the things I can remember off the top of my head. Okay, here I go:
  1. When I was in elementary school, my best friend Jessica died from a heart attack. The day before, I had been playing with her at her house. This was all really sudden to me, and I couldn't really wrap my head around the fact that my best friend was now dead and gone forever. I tried to make it seem like I was fine, but it really wasn't. I even forgot about it for a bit, but it is obviously still in the back of my head.

  1. My mom and dad divorced when I was really young, before I was 10 years old (I can't remember the exact age this happened). The age is relevant because it means I was probably still in some important stage of psychological formation. I don't know, I'm kind of talking out of my ass on that point. Anyways, I don't think the actual divorce and living alone with my mother or father affected me that much, but one thing I do believe affected me was the events leading up to the divorce. My mom and dad would yell at each other really loudly, making me cry and whimper alone in a corner of the house. I tried to hide. I remember one especially nasty fight, where my mom dragged my brother and I out of whatever corner we were hiding in, to confront my dad. She told my brother to pinch my dad. She said "Pinch him! Your dad is making mom upset. Don't you want to protect mom? Pinch him if you love mom, or else you're a bad son!" She didn't make me hurt my dad or anything, and I think all my brother did was go up to my dad and lightly squeeze his arm. Let me emphasize that I don't think I suffered any physical abuse as a child, nor do I believe that either of my parents are bad people. My mom was under a lot of emotional duress at this point, same goes for my father. I don't blame either of them for their fights or how it affected me. This is just something I remember really vividly, for some reason. After the divorce, I would live with either my mom or my dad for the weekday and visit one of them on the weekends. I don't know the reasons why, but the custody situation switched from my brother and I living with my dad for the week and seeing my mom on weekends, to living with my mom for the week and seeing my dad on weekends. I also vaguely remember being separated from my brother for a period of time, but I can't place a time or reason on this.

  1. A little while after the divorce, my mom rushed my brother and I to my dad's house one day. She probably took my brother and I with her because she either couldn't find a babysitter, or we couldn't afford one (we were pretty poor growing up - lived paycheck to paycheck for the majority of my childhood, up to high school). It was the middle of the day. The door was locked, and my mom was really frantic. We had to bust in through the windows to get into the house. We found my dad unconscious or barely conscious on the floor, and I remember there being empty pill bottles scattered around him. His arm was limp, and his hand was open, the way that people who die in the movies go from having clenched fists to a relaxed hand when they die and power leaves their body. Of course, being a little kid, I had no idea what was going on. I remember my mom crying and calling an ambulance. After my dad was admitted to the hospital, I asked my mom what was happening. It really breaks my heart to remember the things I said. I asked things like, "Mom, why was dad sleeping on the floor instead of his bed? Why did he take so much medicine? Was dad really sick?" My mom couldn't answer me, because she was crying. We visited my dad in the hospital a couple of days later. He was still really feeble, and barely able to answer me through tears and a dry mouth when I asked him "Dad, are you okay? Why are you in the hospital? When can we come to your house?" He told me he was sick and took too much medicine by accident. Obviously, looking back on this now, my dad had made a suicide attempt.

  1. My paternal grandfather died of colon cancer when I was really young. I don't remember much about him other than the fact that my brother and I spent a lot of time in his hospital room, and that he really adored me. This isn't really important though.

  1. When my brother and I were around 11 or 12, living with my mom and her boyfriend (now stepfather), she would usually cook our food for the next day the night before. A lot of Korean cooking has to do with boiling the ever-loving shit out of a ton of ingredients until it becomes a delicious stew or soup, so my mom would often leave big pots of stew or soup on the stove for us to have the next day. This is because, again, we were really poor. My mom would work 12 hour days, and couldn't really cook for us throughout the day and watch us. So, we would be woken up by my mom, she'd make sure we ate breakfast, she would leave for work, and we'd walk to school. After school, we would heat up whatever dinner she cooked the night before, and she'd come back around 8 or 9 PM at night. A lot of the time, we'd be asleep by the time she came back. Okay anyways, she would cook these gigantic pots of stew for us to eat. One night, she left the pot on the stove and forgot to turn the burner all the way off. I don't blame her for this, she was exhausted. As we were sleeping, smoke filled the apartment. We ended up being woken up in the middle of the night, having to evacuate. The firemen let us back into the apartment when they made sure everything was okay. I'm not sure if this is all that important, but its something I remember.

  1. Around the same age, my brother and I were at my dads house when lightning struck. It was a very stormy night, and I remember the thunder being super loud for an hour or so before it hit us. My dad and I are both really heavy sleepers, but this loud crash of thunder made us wake up. I distinctly remember saying to my dad, "Wow, that was really loud!" He told me to go back to sleep. The next time I woke up that night, there were firemen banging on our door, telling us to wake up and leave. I was really confused, but I gathered my glasses, socks, Nintendo DS, laptop, and laptop charger before shuffling out of the house with my dad and brother in our pajamas. The second floor of our house (which my dad rented out to tenants, who were absent at the time) was on fire. We had to sleep in a hotel overnight. The house was claimed by the bank afterwards, I still don't really understand the legal reasons for why we couldn't go back. My dad ended up having to move into an apartment he couldn't really afford but had no choice to rent (NYC housing is a bitch). Basically, the home I grew up in was taken from me overnight by force of nature. My brother wrote about this for his college application essays.

  1. My brother and I were alone a lot growing up. We weren't neglected intentionally - my parents had to work really long hours to keep us alive. I am grateful to have loving parents who care about me. Its just that, because of my family's economic hardship, I didn't really get to spend a lot of time with my parents. My brother and I just had to look out for each other. Luckily, now both my parents are in a better financial situation. However, I definitely didn't get the emotional support or understanding I needed when I was growing up. I think I had to mature early. All the stuff American kids typically go through in high school (teenage angst and whatnot), I went through in middle school. Kids called me names, made fun of me for being alone and quiet, and generally picked at my insecurities a lot. In the words of comedy extroardinaire John Mulaney, kids will make fun of you in an ACCURATE way. I had exceptionally bushy eyebrows, a TON of arm and leg hair, and unflattering glasses and hair. This affected me a lot, and I self-harmed for the first time in middle school. My mom noticed the cuts on my arm a while after, and got really angry at me. I understand why. I don't blame her.

  1. I am the "smart" sibling. My brother always had more friends, but lower grades. By the way, he's one year older than me. Anyways, I had higher grades than him growing up. In high school, I was even in the same math and science classes as him despite the age difference. I'm not trying to boast. I think I worked decently hard enough for my grades - I didn't break my back over them, but I made sure to complete all my homework and I tried to pay attention in class. Also, it isn't hard to stand out academically in a shitty NYC education system. Schools are underfunded, kids are generally middle or lower class. So, I was always "gifted". The reason why this is relevant is because I was never really acknowledged for being good. My mom kind of took it for granted, like I was supposed to bring home no less than a 95% or a 98%. She didn't do this on purpose, she was just used to me being the "smart" kid. The thing that kind of fucked me up was, my brother's grades generally hovered around the 80% or less margin. Whenever he brought home an 85% or a 90%, he would be showered with praise. It was really annoying. I'm talking about this because it probably messed me up somehow. It didn't help that my friends around me would tell me things like, "My mom said she'd buy me a guitar if I passed my algebra test." Like, what? My mom says "mhm, okay" if I bring home a 100%. Whatever. Now I'm dumb as fuck though, and I don't really deserve to attend an Ivy League school. Not that the words "Ivy League" even mean anything. Its just a stupid title given out for being an old fucking school with a football team.

  1. I could go on and on about things my mom screamed at me for. I don't want to make her seem like a bad person, she's not. She was working 12 hours a day and had two mouths to feed. She immigrated here by herself and had no family to reach out to during these times. Long work hours and puberty hormones make a great formula for mom-and-daughter screaming matches. This made me cry a lot.
WHEW, that was a lot. Back to the Mayo Clinic!

"Factors that may increase the risk of depersonalization-derealization disorder include:
Certain personality traits that make you want to avoid or deny difficult situations or make it hard to adapt to difficult situations
Severe trauma, during childhood or as an adult, such as experiencing or witnessing a traumatic event or abuse
Severe stress, such as major relationship, financial or work-related issues
Depression or anxiety, especially severe or prolonged depression, or anxiety with panic attacks
Using recreational drugs, which can trigger episodes of depersonalization or derealization".
I don't know what the "certain personality traits" are, but I do have a hard time adapting to difficult situations. I don't like change. I also usually just ignore whatever problems I have, which is why I have gone so long without seeking psychiatric help for the shittiness I've felt since I was in junior high. Read the previous paragraph for "trauma", if you can call it that. I think I am also a pretty stressful person due to my academics, and the previous paragraph addressed the financial insecurities I've become accustomed to. Haha, I am depressed and anxious. I also have panic attacks often. I do use recreational drugs sometimes, but they haven't specifically been a trigger for my depersonalization or derealization.

"Episodes of depersonalization or derealization can be frightening and disabling. They can cause:
Difficulty focusing on tasks or remembering things
Interference with work and other routine activities
Problems in relationships with your family and friends
Anxiety or depression
A sense of hopelessness".
Check off everything in this list.

Okay, here's a YouTube video I watched: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tB3UE-Ckn6k. This guy rattled off a ton of stuff that I just kept nodding in response to. I didn't bother checking his credentials or whatever, but just watch the video.

Side note: I feel especially dissociated when I have panic attacks. That's kind of paradoxical, I guess, since my panic attacks overload me with a TON of physical symptoms like cold sweats, numbness/pins and needles in my hands and feet, dizziness, and hyperventilation. Despite those highly physically grounding symptoms, my headspace is always detached from the current situation when I panic. I think the way it works is, my brain likes to remove itself from the stress it is going through.

Okay, this is out of the organizational structure I had in mind for this journal entry, but I'm remembering something now and I need to write it down before I forget. One time a few weeks ago, I was afraid to leave my room because I felt like all the NPC characters put in my life would go haywire and turn on me for realizing that they're all NPCs. Have you ever watched The Good Place? Near the end of the first season, Eleanor announces that "THIS is the Bad Place", and Michael starts laughing demonically. I kind of felt like that was going to happen if I left my room. Like, I'd run into my housemates in the hall and they'd suddenly start grinning evilly once they notice I'm a little skeeved out. This is completely off the rails bonkers. I feel like I'm going insane. Another thing I feel often is a sense of faking my identity. I feel like everyone thinks I'm the smart bitch, and I work really hard to get the grades I do. I have a 3.67 -ish GPA. That's not awful, but not ideal. Look, it takes me SO MUCH FUCKING EFFORT to get a GPA like that. I do "work" for long hours, but people don't understand that I'M NOT SMART. I spend more than half of the time "studying" just lost in my own thoughts, but the amount of time I spend "studying" makes people think I'm so hardworking. I'm NOT.

Now onto the DSM-5 diagnostic criteria for DDPD/DPDR:
"A. The presence of persistent or recurrent experiences of depersonalization, derealization or both:
Depersonalization: Experiences of unreality, detachment, or being an outside observer with respect to one's thoughts, feelings, sensations, body, or actions (e.g., perceptual alterations, distorted sense of time, unreal or absent self, emotional and/or physical numbing).

Derealization: Experiences of unreality or detachment with respect to surroundings (e.g., individuals or objects are experienced as unreal, dreamlike, foggy, lifeless, or visually distorted.
B. During the depersonalization or derealization experiences, reality testing remains intact.
C. The symptoms cause clinically significant distress or impairment in social, occupational, or other important areas of functioning.
D. The disturbance is not attributable to the physiological effects of a substance (e.g., a drug of abuse, medication) or other medical condition (e.g., seizures).
E. The disturbance is not better explained by another mental disorder, such as schizophrenia, panic disorder, major depressive disorder, acute stress disorder, posttraumatic stress disorder, or another dissociative disorder."
Check off points A, B, C, and D. I am not so sure about E. This is why I need help from professionals. I need to know if what I'm feeling is just a part of all the other stuff wrong with my brain or not.

I'm tired of writing now. I wasted so much time writing this out, I have a lot of schoolwork to catch up on after I tried to kill myself last week. Which, by the way, I did because everything felt so FAKE. I reasoned that killing myself is ultimately an insigificant plot point in this story, and that once I'm unable to formulate thought, I'll finally be out of this hellhole. My parents came up to visit me afterwards. That got me stuck in another thinking loop. Like, sure, I'm their daughter, and they care about me. But why do they care about me? Are these people even my parents? What memories do I even have with them? I hate this so much.

ANYWAYS, like I said, I'm tired of writing now. I'm going to try and do some schoolwork now, but what'll probably happen is I'll get distracted and not do the things I have to. I don't fucking care anymore. BYE.
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2020.09.22 12:26 The_Real_Adigio [H] Humble Leftovers [W] Paypal Money

Here is a list of Keys i still have from Humble Bundle that i dont need in Alphabetical Order.
Oh and i also dont know where else to put this so im just putting it here. u/marwelstarpro scammed me :)
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2020.09.22 00:00 Ir0n_Agr0 Attack on Titan/Shingeki no Kyojin Rewatch - Season 3, Episode 16 Discussion

Episode 53: Perfect Game

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1 “A Titan's special powers are produced by using its own body as a resource. In that way, it is thought the steam emitted by the Colossal Titan consumes muscle tissue and therefore must be finite.”
Manga panel of the day
Chapter 80
Questions
  • What's been your favorite VA performance so far?
  • First timers: (How) Do you think Levi Armin squad will take down Reiner and Bertholdt?
And with only one week left in the rewatch please join me in the, dear god just announce a date for Final season already prayer circle. (I’ll even take a delay just tell us.)
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2020.09.21 19:26 Lolifag62 It makes me sad that Atlus probably won't make any more non-Persona SMT spinoffs

The mid to late 2000s was when Megaten was at its peak. Following the release of Nocturne on the PS2, Atlus reused its assets to create games like Digital Devil Saga, Persona 3 and 4, and Raidou Kuzunoha 1 and 2. Digital Devil Saga was a new series while Raidou and Persona 3/4 were continuations of the Devil Summoner and Megami Ibonroku Persona series respectively, but they're both radically different than their predecessors.
Part of what makes Megaten so great imo is how much variety it has, and the PS2 era was no exception. Nocturne was an atmospheric, philosophical dungeon crawler about the death and rebirth of the Universe. Digital Devil Saga is a story-driven RPG about feuding tribes struggling for dominance and trying to keep their humanity as they're forced to cannibalize their enemies. Raidou 1 and 2 are action RPGs about supernatural detective Raidou Kuzunoha solving mysteries in 1920s Tokyo as he deals with demons and time-traveling androids. Persona 3 and 4 are a mix of a dating simulator and a dungeon crawler that explore ideas like accepting yourself and living your life to the fullest. Compare the opening cutscenes of Nocturne, Digital Devil Saga 1, Raidou 1, and Persona 3. They're all RPGs in the same franchise, but they're completely different in story, tone, and even their soundtracks.
After the PS2's lifespan, Atlus created the Devil Survivor series for the DS. Devil Survivor 1 was a strategy RPG about a group of people trying to stay alive while society breaks down around them. It'd best be described as a mix of mainline SMT, modern Persona, and Fire Emblem. Few years later in 2011, they released Devil Survivor 2.
That was the last Megaten title that wasn't Persona or mainline SMT. There were some rereleases of older games throughout the 2010s, but nothing original. They stopped making Trauma Center around this time as well. Coincidentally, this was also around the same time when they started making a fuckton of Persona spinoffs. Actually scratch that they weren't Persona spinoffs; They were Persona 3 and 4 spinoffs. Important distinction there. Because Persona 3 and 4 sold well so why not just milk them for all they're worth. Also throw some Persona 5 spinoffs in there too because Atlus didn't get enough money by charging 60 FUCKING DOLLARS for the DLC in Persona 5 Royal.
I'm not saying that Persona 4 Arena, Persona Q, etc. are bad games. Hell, some of them are pretty good. I'm a Persona fan. I like Persona and I like seeing more from the characters. But did Persona Q really add anything to the characters? Does marrying Koromaru in Persona Q give you a deeper insight into 3's themes about the inevitability of death? If you love these spinoffs, then that's great and I don't want to make you enjoy a game less. But when's the last time we saw a new Raidou game? Or Devil Survivor 3? Or a new Megaten series? Yeah they haven't stopped making mainline SMT so that's always something to look forward to, but I said earlier that part of what makes Megaten so great is its variety. And it's losing that.
I guess there was Dx2 but that's gaccha garbo and we don't talk about it
Hopefully I don't come off as an entitled, whiney baby going "Waaaaah why doesn't daddy Atlus make the games that I want waaaaaah." I just think that in regards to Megaten, Atlus is getting unoriginal. And that's to say nothing of their recent DLC practices, which is its own can of worms. Re:Fantasy seems like it has a lot of potential though.
Edit: Yeah after rereading this post a couple hours later, it came off as a bit more ranty than I intended lmao. I like most of the Persona spinoffs that I’ve played and Scramble looks neat.
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2020.09.21 06:45 -FernFeather- Full Mad Eye Lore including scientific and historical analysis.

!!!!!! PLEASE READ THIS NOTE!!!!!!!
I worked really hard on research, compiling all this information, and analyzing it and I would REALLY appreciate if you would check out my YouTube where I do a full video analysis of it, I'm not trying to advertise or anything but if you support this work and you want to see more (and I'm currently working on acrobat's lore analysis as we speak) then showing that support to me on my YT (channel name is FernFeather) would honestly mean the world. But of course as always it's up to you.

END NOTE

BURKE LAPADURA
Mad eyes
Mad eyes introduction: Burke is the eldest son of a construction worker who grew up playing amongst designs, various machines, and tools. By the time he was 20, he had already acquired local fame for his skills. Hired by a married couple, Burke arrived at Oletus Manor when it was still desolate, rundown and was responsible for most of the architectural designs. As per the wishes of his employer, he led his team of workers and expanded Oletus Manor. In his own time, he added his own touch to the manor, his devices, turning the manor into Burke's secret laboratory. It is said that even up until that unfortunate incident this crazy architect was still planning the addition of new devices.

This analysis will include: a dissection of Burke's deductions in history, a brief history of the development of prostheses, revisiting the abandoned setting of the manor, whiskey and pressure gauges.
Design:
Burke's design is mechanical, and slightly reminiscent of steampunk. Despite how unrealistic and stylized his design may appear to be, it actually holds some significant footing in reality. I'll discuss it in points
  1. His prosthesis -
Burke's right hand and left leg have both been replaced with mechanical parts - More commonly referred to as a prosthesis. It's never explained how he lost these limbs - we do however know that the area where he lives has poachers and dangerous traps so it's possible one of these could have contributed to it, but since it's never stated it's also possible he could have purposefully chosen to replace them as he aged. Regardless as to why his prosthetics appear to be fairly rudimentary. Currently there exists certain prosthetics which can sense electrical impulses in the remaining muscles around it and based off of where the impulse is it can move the prosthetic in a certain way. Considering this technology is fairly recent to the current day Burke's prosthesis is most likely a body powered device which relies on the coordinated movements of the user’s own residual and healthy limbs to drive. To be fair the movement of his fingers do appear to be far more coordinated than a body power device would allow but considering he is a mechanical genius I think we can suspend our disbelief a little. In fact most historical prostheses used residual limbs and specific movements to operate most efficiently.
https://www.amputee-coalition.org/history-prosthetic-leg/
Also, if you look closely, you can see that Burk’s prosthesis has rubber bumpers.
The Civil War may have helped spawn the first major explosion of the United States’ prosthetic device industry. About 70 percent of all wounds sustained by Civil War soldiers affected their limbs which often resulted in amputation. The ghastly nature of the condition of many soldiers returning from conflict led to the federal government taking action in the form of its “Great Civil War Benefaction” program. This little-remembered project made a commitment on behalf of the government to provide prosthetic devices to every Civil War soldier who needed one. As such there were numerous manufacturers building devices on government contracts and the need for these synthetic limbs helps spurred innovation. Beginning in 1863, rubber began to find use along with, or instead of, wood and metal, providing a more natural appearance, better resiliency and more flexibility.
The introduction of rubber in leg prosthetic sockets grew in popularity thanks to New York inventor Dubois Parmelee in 1863. His socket attached to the residual limb using atmospheric pressure, and india rubber was used to comfortably adjust to a patient’s residual limb
Therefore, the time point when Burk replaced his prosthesis was most likely around late 1860s. I specify "replaced" because in his deductions when we first meet him it's most likely around the early 1800s so he either had a different form of prosthesis or was in full fit condition.
https://www.amputee-coalition.org/history-prosthetic-leg/
https://www.ipwatchdog.com/2014/12/01/the-evolution-of-prosthetic-devices-a-patent-history/id=52227/
  1. His console -
Now that I've harped about his prosthetic let's shift our focus to some other identifying aspects. The "keyboard" used to enter data onto his consoles appears to be altered form of a typewriter. Between 1801 and 1808, Italian Pellegrino Turri invented the first typewriter for his blind friend. Later this typewriter was lost, so it is impossible to know its shape and structure today. The first machine known as the typewriter was patented on 23rd June 1868, by printer and journalist Christopher Latham.
  1. Pressure gauge -
The pressure gauge on the Barker weapon belongs to the Bourdon tube pressure gauge, which is the earliest and most commonly used mechanical pressure measuring instrument. French engineer Eugene Bourdon first invented the Bourdon gauge in 1849. The device enabled accurate measurement of much higher pressures than existing measurement devices. Bourdon designed the device for steam locomotive engines in the late 1840s because of the increasing number of horrific accidents involving very high-pressure steam locomotive engines. The accident rate and number of deaths from steam engine explosions dropped significantly within a couple of years of the introduction of the Bourdon gauge.
https://blog.wika.us/products/pressure-products/eugene-bourdon-history-bourdon-gauge/
Bark’s pressure gauge is probably used to directly measure the steam inside his weapon, to prevent it from bursting suddenly. But why does his weapon need to have pressure in the first place? if he's able to control when steam is released, then the force of the steam exiting the weapon would help to increase the speed and force of his attack. You have to remember he has cute little toothpick arms, and a prosthesis doesn't really provide you much grip, so these alterations to his weapon can give him an advantage. Additionally steam is hot, at atmospheric pressure liquid water transitions to steam 212°F (that's 100°C), according to The burn foundation, just one second at 156° F (69°C) can cause third degree burns. Researchers in Swiss Federal Laboratories for Materials Science and Technology (EMPA) found the epidermis (the outer layer of skin), cannot properly perform its protective function against water vapour as high temperature vapor easily penetrates to the second layer of skin easily causing second degree burns.
(https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2018/05/180514122556.htm#:~:text=Why%20the%20epidermis%20does%20not%20protect%20against%20steam&text="The%20steam%20penetrates%20through%20the,triggers%20second-degree%20burns)
however under the pressure within Burke's weapon the damage caused gets even worse. It takes about 16.67 bar to crush an egg as seen in this experiment (17 kg converts to 16.67 bar)
https://youtu.be/YP_UBNwEoGs
According to valves online temperature steam reference, assuming this measly pressure alone could increase the temperature of the steam up to 204°C or about 400°F, to put this in perspective frying grease is often between 300 and 500°F interested by the American burn association can cause serious degree burns in less than one second. I know people despise getting hit by Mad eye walls but considering the alternative it might be the less painful option.
Temp steam ref:
https://www.valvesonline.com.au/references/steam-tables/
Approximate time and temperatures in relation to burns:
https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&url=https://www.regionalonehealth.org/wp-content/uploads/2014/02/Scald-Burns-Flyer.pdf&ved=2ahUKEwi9opvu6bTrAhUqTDABHVEiCccQFjAJegQIARAB&usg=AOvVaw2Gm7DRj9OxCyXTso1qITGR
Scolding injuries:
https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&url=http://ameriburn.org/wp-content/uploads/2017/04/scaldinjuryeducatorsguide.pdf&ved=2ahUKEwi9opvu6bTrAhUqTDABHVEiCccQFjAKegQIAxAB&usg=AOvVaw0EJfvemWQOoeJ0QfwPdwKS
  1. Burke's alcohol -
The most common orange-yellow liquor in the UK is whiskey, and because the grain law was abolished at that time, the price of various brewing materials was lowered, and the liquor was cheaper than before.
One of the sources I looked into while researching suggested that Burke may have created his one bottle himself due to the fact that before the 17th century the shapes of wine bottles were mostly blowing by independent craftsmen and after not many wineries created them until much later. But my research into the topic makes me think that the dates simply don't line up. The 1600s was far earlier than when this story takes place, I find it more likely that his bottle could be a gin case bottle: Case gin bottles are square with a more or less distinct taper inwards from the shoulder to the base. This design closely aligns with that of Burke's bottle, in the color of gin it said to have a slightly yellow tint, but in the promotional art for mad eyes we could see that his bottle contains a vividly orange liquid. Could be a decorative flask which would mean that Burke made it or had a friend do so, The only thing which makes me reluctant on this possibility is that most decorative flasks have designs on them, but Burke's appears rather basic. considering that the time frame for the bottle fits that of the case gin bottles it wouldn't be too far of a stretch too assume that this was the bottle he used and he simply filled it with a different liquid. After all his character day notes say that one of his favorite things is vodka which definitely doesn't fit the description of what would be in the bottle.
Whatever he's drinking and regardless of how many alcoholic problems he had he's precious.
https://sha.org/bottle/liquor.htm
  1. What is a "Burke"? -
The surname Burke is derived from the Old English word "burh," which is derived from the Old German word "burg," the common Germanic word for a fortification. It seems likely that the first family to bear this surname would have lived in or near a prehistoric fort situated on a hill.
https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.houseofnames.com/amp/burke-family-crest
This name is rather apt considering who Burke is. In a literal sense He's able to construct walls to keep out people he deems as intruders. But on a deeper level he's built a fortification around himself.
  1. Snazzy Accessories -
While this isn’t directly related to his design some of his accessories reveal to us more about his character
Good Old Times -
“A watering can that Burke discovered while tidying up the laboratory. It was full of flowers and plants which reminded him of days gone by.”
Violin -
“His right hand may not be fully functional and his violin may have been slightly damaged in an incident, but Burke enjoys music still. Practice really does make perfect.”
(shows that the loss of his arm came later on in his life and that he had some interesting talents)

To be an architect (a brief exploration into the architecture tendencies of the time):
The Manor was built on speculation (meaning it was built without any intended buyers).
Now we've never seen the entirety of the manner which means that we can only piece together what we know of it from the sections where we explore pieces of the inside and from parts of external view.
What we do know is that around the time the manor was sold for a fairly cheap price, these types of estates were symbols of status which shows that while these people may not have been the most wealthy they did come from a significant social standing.
https://www.infoplease.com/encyclopedia/history/modern-europe/middle-ages/manorial-system/history#:~:text=Gradual%20decline%20took%20place%20with,Middle%20Ages%20(see%20commune%20).
The background of the manor was originally designed with aspects of the 20th century, but based on many deductions and later official changes, the background in the game can be determined to occur in the 19th century. The 19th century was a period of great popularity of romanticism, and under the influence of it, architectural changes also took place-called romantic architecture. The 1830s to 1860s was the early stage of the development of romantic architecture, also known as pre-romanticism. Medieval castle-style mansions and even Eastern architectural sketches appeared.
https://architecture_history.enacademic.com/255/ROMANTIC_ARCHITECTURE
It has been stated that he may be inspired by Edmund Burke, a Canadian architect from the 19th and 20th century. But this is a loose connection. But he has done some gothic revival and similar style buildings
The background
Next, let’s talk about a background story that may be related to Barker’s deduction. This is the manor’s background story previously released by the official WeChat account, but there are many omissions, which have now been deleted. However, if you compare the cannon with this background you'll see some interesting similarities that correlate to Burke
[Background story that was later scrapped]
Everything starts with Winston Manor (also known as Oulitis Manor):
In the 20th century in Europe, a young couple bought a huge estate in a remote mountain area at a low price. The reason why this manor was so cheap is because the reputation this manor had was not very good (because of the rumors of the past generations) and because of the bad reputation, there were no neighbors around.
After the couple moved into the manor, they renovated the manor, they enjoy Western mythology, which is why the manor is full of it

Just when everyone thought that this family would live a happy life forever, something that no one wanted to mention happened: 24 years ago, the protagonist ushered in his 12th birthday, which was originally a happy thing. However, on this day, the protagonist experienced the saddest thing in the world-he witnessed the brutal murder of his parents by bandits, and the cause of this tragic case was only: the impromptu killings of the surrounding refugees because of the theft. They deliberately created a cruel crime scene afterwards in an attempt to disrupt the clues.
(keep in mind this background story was scrapped although parts of it may still be true)
https://zhuanlan.zhihu.com/p/35774811
Here's the link to the full story if you'd like to read it.
The owner of the manor that we see first strongly relates to the deross family we see and Burke's deductions. I'll start going over those here.
Mad eyes deduction
  1. Contract - It used to be a proper job.
Damaged Contract: Signed by Dennis DeRoss and Burke Lapadura.
Combining the background story mentioned earlier, after the couple bought the manor, they started looking for an architect who could work to rebuild it. Burke was young and arrogant, and had a certain reputation, not afraid of the ominous rumors that had spread around the manor he decided to take on the opportunity to work there and pursue his design goal. Considering the reputation that the manor had (as noted in the background story), many workers were dissuaded from pursuing employment at the manor. Due to this, it was the once fearless and talented Burke who undertook most of the architectural design work.
  1. Test Ground - Some saw ruins, while I saw "potential".
Archive 1: Attached are architectural plans for symmetrical towers. A rectangular area is marked in red at the center of the building.
Generally speaking, in regards to architectural designs, red and rectangular marks have special meanings
For example, it can be used to reserve a column position (as is seen in this picture)
This means that, for whatever reason, the floor should be reserved during construction. According to the location, the red rectangle on Barker's drawing may refer to the secret room or safe room that is mentioned later in his deductions. In short, the work entrusted to him by the couple gave full play to his talents and gave him free reign of his architectural abilities, this was an enjoyable endeavor for Burke to undertake.
  1. Labor Force - Robots are more reliable than humans.
Archive 2: Archived drawings of a strange humanoid structure. It seems that hundreds of parts need to be made to complete the design.
As mentioned earlier, most of the design tasks in the manor are done by him alone, and there are many bad rumors about the manor (so maybe not many people are willing to work here), and Burke is not the type who likes to communicate with people. In this case, what he thought of was to make his own form of labor that could help him, aka robots. The specific humanoid structure mentioned in this deduction most likely refers to Guard 26 or BonBon, a metal penguin which he is responsible for creating to help him with his tasks.
  1. Strange Kid - I don't like those noisy living creatures. They give me headaches.
Diary 1: Mr. and Mrs. DeRoss made new building requests, and they even bought their own staff. There was also a strange boy in this annoying group who showed great interest in my studio. I have to find a way to keep him away from my treasures.
Even if he is obsessed with architecture, burke is still very sensitive to changes in the world outside of his direct hobbies. From his point of view the child is getting in his way and putting himself into dangerous situations due to his excessive curiosity
The DeRoss couple seem to care for Burke. But Burke, most likely around his twenties at the time and potentially still a child from the perspective of the older DeRoss couple, obviously only wants to work on his own and in solitude.
A popular theory (translated by @mayousailor on Twitter from @sky5memo - link below) is that The staff the DeRoss family brought included the family of the "strange boy" as he is stated to be "among" the group. The 4th deduction of bonbon supports this: "The little rascal’s gone and misplaced some valuable things again, after coming back from his 'true' parents". One interpretation if this is that he's stealing things for his biological family. Despite who his biological family is, we know the child is at the very least the children the DeRoss's to some extent, most likely through adoption.
In bane's character day letter (and in BonBon's 6th deduction) we get to see that bane is connected to Burke though his occupation on the manor as the gamekeeper. In the letter he states:
"You haven’t come out of the laboratory in almost a month, and the Young Miss - who I'll get to later - and Young Master have started to run into the woods."
If the boy is the young master that means that he has to have some status above that of a common worker.
The assumption that the boy was the son of servants, but eventually adopted by Dennis and his wife, makes this make a lot more sense.
By the way, if you use Mad Eyes in the game, turn the screen to the side and you can see that Burke has a pair of very lovely green eyes. he should have been very handsome when he was young (after all, children are preceptive to appearance and a handsome face will likely gain favor with them, who knows? It could have played a role in why the young boy liked him)
  1. Secret Chamber - Is there a safer place than a room you can't find?
Diary 2: That kid is so annoying. Every time I look back, I can always see his clothes or shoes sticking out from the corner. What an idiot.
With more and more people moving in, the manor is gradually approaching its completion, although Burke is still being hired to continue the expansion work. After mulling over the situation, he decided to move much of his work into the secret room, thinking that he would not be discovered by others working there (is there a safer place than a room that can’t be found?" I think my plan is great!). A potential theory for why he decided to move into this room could have just been that he preferred to work on the tasks that he knew he had to complete in solitude - and with the house growing more populated his room provided him a sanctuary.
But one of the many impossibilities of children is that they have an amazing perception. The secret room Burke spent so long constructing and hiding was easily found by the boy. The child would often secretly watch Burke working in this room. Maybe he wanted to be able to play with Burke (after all, his sister was not born yet so he was possibly lonely), and Burke - unlike the other servants - hasn't had much contact with the child, so it is understandable that he'd be curious. Burke's account explains that he can tell that the child's watching him and he says he finds it annoying - however he never actually does anything to stop him from observing his work.
Burke's words and actions are contradictory but help show who he is as a person - he is strict in his tone, but soft in his heart: Although he said that the child is very annoying and stupid, he did not reprimand the boy or drive him away, but silently complained while indulging the boys curiosity.
  1. Number 26 - This is a breakthrough.
Test Record 1: After No. 26 was instructed to take Wooden Box 1, No. 26 stopped moving after taking Wooden Box 1. After No. 26 was instructed to take any numbered Wooden Box except Box 1, No. 26 left the experimental zone after taking the boxes and began to move towards the unnumbered boxes.
Bark’s experiment (No.26) has made new progress. The 26th iteration of his invention is finally somewhat successful and has a certain degree of autonomy, the robot picks up its designated boxes, within proceeds to pick up boxes which aren't even in the testing zone, contributing that it has the ability to carry out actions it's not programmed with. This will be further explained when I do the video on BonBon, but Burke's creation is something he himself has yet to fully comprehend.
  1. Another - I should have seen it coming.
Diary 3: Darn it, humans will reproduce. I should remember that well. My employer was a young couple, and of course, they had children! The only thing to be grateful for was that the brat's attention was completely diverted to "Miss DeRoss", because that gave me time to finish my work. (Optimize secret room)
Time passed, and the boy had his own sister (the child the young couple gave birth to) and everyone's attention was focused on "Miss Delos" - which is the name of the baby. There were no children to bother for a while, and Burke began to optimize his secret room (aka man cave) and guard 26.
  1. Small issue - They will never surprise me anymore.
Test Record 2: After No. 26 was given the command to start, it started playing a voice that was never input. Curse those brats! Miss DeRoss, in particular, should stay away from my Robots! They don't need names like cats and dogs.
Burke continued his experiments. During this time, he was continuing work on Guard 26, his Magnum opus. "Miss Deros" had also grown up with her brother, and had become a new headache for poor Burke. They take to giving names befitting pets to his creations. Most notably when the little girl gives guard 26 the name BonBon, which the robot files in his memory banks. Burke find these names childish and he is seen in some of BonBon's deductions trying to erase this name from his memory bank.
What's even more interesting is how he responds in tweets. Idv Twitter in Japan likes to post character responses to questions and statements posted by fans. Pascal/uranatte (link to his Twitter in description and his koi-fi or you can support is good work and translations if you'd like)
https://twitter.com/mayousailor?s=09
https://ko-fi.com/pascalim
Q:
“Bonbon? Bunbun? Penpen? Banban? Which one–––!!!?”
A:
……… It’s No. 26
Q:
“Bonbon’s Penpen is so cute but I can’t roll Bonbon’s Hophop”
A:
It’s No. 26 No. 26 No. 26!!
Q:
“Bonbon–!
It’s Halloween–!
Have some liqueur bonbons!”
A:
“Bonbon” comes from the “Bom” of “Bomb”, not from bonbon the candy……
…… Anyways, its name isn’t Bonbon in the first place!!
It’s No. 26!!
Here mad eye gets defensive about how his name is in reference to his bombs. He seems to act as if he doesn't like guard 26's nickname but he is quick to defend it.
Q:
“Banban becoming a Mister Bear is so cute. I’m looking forward to it Penpen”
A:
It’s neither Banban nor Mister Bear and it’s not Penpen either!!
It’s Bonbon!!
………………………………
…… Wait, no!!
It’s No. 26!!
Here Burke is shown slipping up and calling him bonbon himself. He may not like the name but at least in some subconscious part of him it stuck.
Burke's daily life in the old manor was probably like this often, having to deal with kids giving his inventions silly little names. despite his stated distaste for it he never actually does anything significant to stop them and doesn't really start seriously changing BonBon until after the incident (which will be mentioned later) he is a very warm guy but seems to be having a headache from everyone's stupidity 24/7
  1. The mob - Human's stupidity always amazes me.
Target:
Deduction: Diary 4: They took everyone, including the children. I should have set the Robot to guard this place. It's too late, it's far too late.
The story here should correspond to the gangster in the original background story:
24 years ago, the protagonist ushered in his 12th birthday. This was originally a happy thing, but on this day, the protagonist experienced the saddest thing in the world. He witnessed the brutal murder of his parents by bandits, but the cause of this tragic case was only: the impromptu homicide of the surrounding refugees because of the theft, they deliberately created a cruel crime scene afterwards in order to disturb the clues.
Of course, there is a big discrepancy between Burke's deduction and this, for example, in Burke's cannon telling not only was the couple killed, but everyone except himself (supposedly). There are some significant differences between them but what's important is the continuity: That the manor was overrun by a mob and people died.
But the weird thing is that in that historical period, would there be such a big riot in Britain?
A search for riots in Britain around that time shows some potential candidates:
Swing Riots were a widespread uprising in 1830 by agricultural workers in southern and eastern England, in protest at agricultural mechanisation and harsh working conditions. This time period is a few decades before the time suggested by his appearance, but there is a long gap between the end of his deduction story and his time as a hunter, so there is a significant possibility that these riots could be responsible for what happened.
The Bread Riots 1847 to 1867. Resulting in the price of bread rising steeply, and this, in turn, led to a feeling of discontent. Ultimately rioting broke out against shopkeepers and angry citizens. These riots take place later on and are less likely to be the cause of the one faced by Burke and the DeRoss family.
Both of these riots may not be directly related, but the poor working conditions at the time which spurred these riots may have played a role in the one we see with the manor. It is possible the DeRoss family was simply swept up against an angry mob that held destain for those of a higher economic status due to conditions for those in poverty at the time.
(!): It’s Miss Teros and likely the boy that came with the workers.
  1. Sentinel - Ah, such a long wait, but they’ll be back, won’t they?
Archive 3: Archived drawings of a strange humanoid structure. Lots of new parts that look like weapons were added.
(According to the background story that may be changed,) Later the manor received a new owner. The new owner was different from the previous family, but he was willing to take in Burke, who had lost his job and "family". Burke continued to work at the manor, doing some basic reconstruction.
He continued to experiment in the manor while waiting for the family in the past to return here. He blamed himself for their disappearance because he was unable to protect them as he always wanted to do. In the second Bonbon deduction it's revealed that Burke created him in part to help with "babysit" the kids, the 6th deduction shows that he tweaked the bomb function in order to help defend the kids who had a tendency for wandering in the dangerous poacher filled forest.
But BonBon wasn't set to protect when the attack happened, so the family was defenseless. Burke took refuge in his safe room, but for whatever reason (whether it be out of stubbornness, fear, or simply that Burke possibly never informed them of the place) the family faced the threat head on. After this disaster, Burke refused to commit previous mistakes, he added a large number of weapon parts to his machines - new and old. He built them to possess immeasurable firepower, so that even children can be protected. Maybe they will never come back, maybe they will return to the manor tomorrow. With this idea, Bark has been waiting, gradually aging, and making himself look completely different from the past through modification. But if they do have a return, seeing Burke today, could they even recognize that this was once their talented architect, that this was once their "family"
As it turns out Burke's hope isn't entirely misplaced. The name of the father of the DeRoss family is Dennis (as he is referred to), however in other characters deductions there's mention of another character in the family who commonly goes by "Barron DeRoss" and is known to be the owner of the manor. (@sky5memo on Twitter proposes something interesting)
https://twitter.com/sky5memo?s=09
((Please note that this was originally in Japanese and was translated by the previously mentioned Pascal, again links for him are down below)). He states that Barron de Ross may actually be the (supposedly) adopted son we read about in Burke's deductions - implying that he never died. The evidence to support this theory can be found in Martha's character day letter to Barron DeRoss where she writes:
"Do not forget the tragedy that happened to your family."
In addition to this the Second Anniversary Pack. Contained within it some pretty interesting information. Contained in the pack is a story titled "Letter to an Older Brother", from the DeRosses' daughter. The title of this letter itself implies that the son eventually became welcomed into the family if he wasn't their child to begin with.
In the letter is this quote (please keep in mind that Pascal translated this from Japanese, but it originally had to have been translated it from Chinese, so it may be a little off):
"Please don't blame yourself for the death of my parents; You loved them even more than I did, didn't you? And I know you tried your hardest to help them, too. The fact that I'm even alive now is proof of that."
This essentially cements the fact that Dennis DeRoss and his wife were killed by the brutal mob depicted in Burke and Bonbon's deductions. The boy viciously fought to protect the daughter which would explain how she survived.
As for Martha's letter, if we assume that Baron DeRoss is actually this adopted servant boy, the statement regarding the tragedy that befell his family makes more sense.
In addition bonbon's 9th deduction reveals that in the mob attacking the manor there were "familiar faces" in the crowd. While this may be referring to the dangerous poachers that had been seen by the family before, it makes more sense that it was the family of the servant boy as it was extremely likely that the mob took place due to issues of economic status and class. In an attack like this, a servant family would be more likely to participate than some poachers.
To summarize this part: we can theorize that the young girl and boy both managed to escape the attack from the mob thanks to courageous actions from the boy. The boy seems to blame himself for the death of the parents and the young girl wants to console him for it stating that he loved them even more than she did. This boy could have grown up to become Barron DeRoss, however this is not 100% certain. There's also the possibility that all the characters who mention Barron DeRoss are referring to the father before the incident took place.
In addition other letters from different characters reveal more information about Barron DeRoss.
Jack for instance notes in his character day letter that his mentor - James - was good friends with Barron DeRoss, however, due to a weakening body, he wasn't able to go meet him in person and thusly sent Jack in his stead.
In addition to The previously mentioned quote from this letter about not forgetting the tragedy that befell the Barron's family- Martha's letter contains more interesting clues. It appears as if she sent the letter regarding a job opportunity that seems to have some sketchy undertones. She essentially asked him to create for her a new identity in exchange for working for him.
The magician's letter reveals that Baron DeRoss decided to get in contact with servias about a “missing gentleman”. Not much is revealed about the context of this.
In Robbie's character letter which is sent from an nun from the orphanage where he attended it is revealed that the Baron is an expert in mental illness (it is possible the mental trauma experienced by his sister due to the mob incident spurred him pursue this field of study, or conversely if the Baron's identity is the father it's possible that he was already an expert in this field). it is also stated that he may intend to donate to the facility - showing that he's a man of wealth.
This is just a simple summary for these character letters, and I will explain more about them should I do videos on their character stories individually, But what they essentially reveal is that the Baron is a powerful man. It's unknown if Burke finds out later in his life that anyone survived the attack, But the last piece of information were given from Burke's perspective is that he's waiting patiently at the manner in hopes that they had survived, an in hopes will one day return.
This regret Burke feels is reflected more in some of his other Twitter responses:
https://twitter.com/mayousailor?s=09
(Translations sourced from Pathcal)
Q:
Response to the Valentine's day event
A:
"I see, today was Valentines’ Day, was it.
Thanks for doing all this for someone like me.
It’s almost like… like having grandkids…"
Q:
“So Burke-san’s face looks like this…”
A:
"Why, have I never shown it to you?
Well, it’s fine either way.
Appearances are, for both people and machines alike,
Just ways of hiding that they’re empty inside.
All that’s important is what they’re like deep down, and nothing else."
Q:
“Every time I see this skin this is what I think…… I wonder if Grampy Burke is feeling hot…… Don’t get burned okay… Take care, Grampy Burke……”
A:
What in the… No need for worryin’!
Why, to think you’d care, what a sweet grandki……
… Wait a minute, I don’t remember having grandkids!
Extra little tidbits:
This is just an interesting interaction from the Twitter account I couldn't really tie in elsewhere -
Q:
“So Burke-san’s face looks like this…”
A:
"Why, have I never shown it to you?
Well, it’s fine either way.
Appearances are, for both people and machines alike,
Just ways of hiding that they’re empty inside.
All that’s important is what they’re like deep down, and nothing else."
There's something to be said about recognizing the importance of what's on the inside. Burke never was really fascinated with appearance despite how he probably looked rather attractive in his youth. (Joseph could take a lesson from him) ((and I oop-))
His character day hasn't happened yet but I'll probably make a comment for it when it does. Till then I'll put down what I know
The character day is: November 27th
His occupation: architect
Interests: Machines, mechanisms, buildings
Talents: Machines, mechanisms, buildings
dislikes: People who destroy buildings and use the facilities without permission
Likes: Machines, mechanisms, buildings, VODKA (yeah boys)
Burke is one of the few hunters with a known surname, along with Bane Perez, Joseph Desaulniers and Leo Beck.
He is 1 of only 3 Difficulty Level 3 Characters, the others being William Ellis and Yidhra.
Now that I'm nearing the end I think I'll propose my answer to one last question - what's his purpose in hunting? If I were to guess I would say that in his eyes his hunting is done to protect the manor. He wasn't invited here to kill people, he may not have been invited here at all, what's known for certain is that he never left, he's always been here. He spent years regretting his decision to watch everything happen in hiding, in this time it's not going to be that way again. Everyone else is invading his sanctuary and this time he's not going to hide. He'll fight to protect his home.
I want to give credit to these people for a lot of the information presented here.
马一甲 on Sharelib and Lofter -
I talked to them previous to making this asking them for permission to include some of their research. Provides background information on the historical context for mad eye and historical context (a lot of the information contained in here is translated and contained within this analysis, this was a massive help and I strongly suggest you support them)
https://ds.163.com/webapp/share/users/c18ad93b15e74e72a0218f2860877484/articles/5cd96d57517f0f6c8c2569db
Mayousailor on Twitter -
Has amazing translations for basically anything from the game you'd ever want to look at and provides a few theories of his own. Translates character deductions, letters, tweets and more.
https://twitter.com/mayousailor?s=09
https://ko-fi.com/pascalim
Sky5memo on Twitter
Constructed a few of their own theories (these theories were translated by Mayousailor above)
https://twitter.com/sky5memo?s=09
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2020.09.21 06:05 arlen1997 A server for playing word games in like the ones you find in most message boards.

https://discord.gg/k4kQwDS
A server for playing word games in like the ones you find in Internet forums. There's role rewards for reaching certain levels. We also have the following bots: Groovy (for your listening pleasure), Dank Memer (steal, bankrob and NSFW commands are disabled), PokeMeow and Mudae. A birthday role and announcement if you register your birth date (month and day) with the bot. Also a place to play Skribblio and Cards Against Humanity with others in. Both games are hosted on separate sites.
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2020.09.20 05:34 Cerealkiller05 $1100 CAD Gaming PC 1080p 75fps

>**What will you be doing with this PC? Be as specific as possible, and include specific games or programs you will be using.**

* Planning to use this in place of the next-gen xboxes, would like to play AAA games like AC odyssey and battlefield but will most commonly be playing Minecraft/total war. Will also be using this to do homework, would like to be able to keep multiple not-super-demanding windows (google docs, classroom, a pdf, etc.) open simultaneously, looking to eventually get a second monitor

>**What is your maximum budget before rebates/shipping/taxes?**

* Hard cap at $1200 Canadian dollars (908.72USD), $1100 CAD ($833USD) would be ideal to have a bit of wiggle room

>**When do you plan on building/buying the PC? Note: beyond a week or two from today means any build you receive will be out of date when you want to buy.**

* The sooner the better but I might be able to get to black Friday / cyber Monday if it would be beneficial

>**What, exactly, do you need included in the budget? (ToweOS/monitokeyboard/mouse/etc\)**

* I've got a 1080p 75hz monitor, and a wireless keyboard and mouse. I can get by without a windows key, I need a tower.

>**Which country (and state/province) will you be purchasing the parts in? If you're in US, do you have access to a Microcenter location?**

* I live in Canada, Ontario, Toronto

>**If reusing any parts (including monitor(s)/keyboard/mouse/etc), what parts will you be reusing? Brands and models are appreciated.**

* https://www.bestbuy.ca/en-ca/product/asus-24-fhd-75hz-1ms-gtg-tn-led-freesync-gaming-monitor-vp248qg-black/13359102?cmp=knc-s-71700000072462721&gclsrc=aw.ds&&gclid=CjwKCAjwkoz7BRBPEiwAeKw3q4kTXEFby5butFIMTeokNberkW7dNdQkd5Uo2sEiZYw2BoqyVhQDxBoCURsQAvD_BwE this is the monitor I have, 1080p 75hz. The keyboard, and mouse are both decently cheap wireless ones, I might replace them eventually.

>**Will you be overclocking? If yes, are you interested in overclocking right away, or down the line? CPU and/or GPU?**

* I'm not entirely sure, I know enough about computers and googling to be able to overclock but given the choice, I'd prefer not to.

>**Are there any specific features or items you want/need in the build? (ex: SSD, large amount of storage or a RAID setup, CUDA or OpenCL support, etc)**

* I don't need a massive amount of storage so an ssd would be preferred

>**Do you have any specific case preferences (Size like ITX/microATX/mid-towefull-tower, styles, colors, window or not, LED lighting, etc), or a particular color theme preference for the components?**

* I'm not the biggest fan of RGB or the alien tech gamer look, but I'm happy with whatever is the most functional

>**Do you need a copy of Windows included in the budget? If you do need one included, do you have a preference?**

* I want to run windows, I don't have a key but I'm happy to go without for a while, I can't get a free key through school or another computer

>** I don't need anything that would surpass the 1080p 75fps mark but I would like to play future and current titles at high graphics if at all possible **
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2020.09.20 01:07 GodoyKBaO Changing dates brings villagers back?

Hi guys, I have a problem! Colton, One of my favorite villagers moved out by mistake! I started the game and he was gone!! I'm so sad :,((( more than I thought I would be Do you guys know if changing dates on the DS actually would time travel back and bring villagers back?? I tried to find info online about this and no success :,((
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2020.09.19 22:17 thepromaper to buy a pc instad of a ps5

  1. >**What will you be doing with this PC? Be as specific as possible, and include specific games or programs you will be using.**
  2. *this would be a ps5 pc, to use in nothing but games because i want to go into pc gaming when replacing a ps4 to get in next gen, so nothing but games (this pc is gonna be shared, played with controllers only, used in a tv, like a console)CoDs, minecraft, fortnite, apex legends, maybe some gta , everything with the visual quality of a next gen console.
  3. >**What is your maximum budget before rebates/shipping/taxes?**
  4. * 646 dollars.
  5. >**When do you plan on building/buying the PC? Note: beyond a week or two from today means any build you receive will be out of date when you want to buy.**
  6. *a year or two, just want to plan things ahead, because im going to eventually want to move next gen.
  7. >**What, exactly, do you need included in the budget? (ToweOS/monitokeyboard/mouse/etc\)**
  8. * i guess a good HDMI cable.
  9. >**Which country (and state/province) will you be purchasing the parts in? If you're in US, do you have access to a Microcenter location?**
  10. * Medellín Colombia, but ill wait a lot of time for shipping if necesary
  11. >**If reusing any parts (including monitor(s)/keyboard/mouse/etc), what parts will you be reusing? Brands and models are appreciated.**
  12. * ps4 controllers, my tv(not monitor needed)
  13. >**Will you be overclocking? If yes, are you interested in overclocking right away, or down the line? CPU and/or GPU?**
  14. * No
  15. >**Are there any specific features or items you want/need in the build? (ex: SSD, large amount of storage or a RAID setup, CUDA or OpenCL support, etc)**
  16. * SSD with 1TB, im only going to use mouse and keyboard to browse when not in games, so i want the cheapest ones.
  17. >**Do you have any specific case preferences (Size like ITX/microATX/mid-towefull-tower, styles, colors, window or not, LED lighting, etc), or a particular color theme preference for the components?
  18. * i just want low profile things, and the pc to be small to use the same space a ps5 would use.
  19. >**Do you need a copy of Windows included in the budget? If you do need one included, do you have a preference?**
  20. * No
  21. >**Extra info or particulars:**
not master race, this pc would be used by my sister and me, and we wont share the working sistem, it will be only for games, and would like to use keyboard and muse the less possible, so gaming in a coach with it is possible.
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The 10 Best Dating Simulation Games of All Time ...

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  5. Sprung - The Dating Game #NDS
  6. Top 10 Best Dating Sim Games All Time
  7. Top 10 BEST Dating Simulation Games Ever - YouTube
  8. Sprung: The Dating Game Trailer - YouTube

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